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Imperfections

CW: Burns, scars, crying, body insecurity, wholesome stuff

Angst/Fluff

Tubbo POV:

I looked into the mirror hanging on the bathroom wall. The only thing looking back at me is a monster. I hate the fact that I have a giant scar across half my face, and how I grew out my hair just to cover it. The odd colors of my eyes, one is a brownish green, and the other, is well, a mechanical eye I made. I lost that one due to the radiation from my nukes. I frowned, and felt a tear gently fall from my eye. Why? Why can't I just be normal. I have so many imperfections that I wish didn't exist. I wish I wasn't so short. I wish I wasn't so chubby looking. I wish I didn't look so ugly and-

"Tubbo? Are you in there?" a voice interrupted my thoughts. Ranboo's voice. They sounded concerned. Great. Now they probably hate me for not helping out with Michael. There's another imperfection for the list. I sigh and wipe my teary eyes, opening the door.

"Yeah, sorry I was in there for so long Bossman." I said, trying to sound happy.

"What's wrong?" xe asked, reaching for my hands. My hands that have even more scars on them. Not just from the fireworks, but myself. I moved my hands away and walked passed them.

"I'm fine, Boo. Don't worry about me." I say, smiling back to xem. They made a face, then approached me slowly. Before I could say anything, I was being carried to a different place. Ranboo sat down, still holding me, then gently placed me on their lap.

"What's wrong?" They asked again. I broke. I couldn't handle holding my emotions in for that long. I just cried, and Ranboo held me comfortingly, tracing shapes onto my back. I heard a gentle sizzling sound, which made me cry more knowing I was hurting the one I love.

"Hey, hey. Bee, it's okay. I'm here for you." xe said, softly. After calming down a bit, I wiped my eyes and looked up at Ranboo.

"I'm sorry for hurting you.." I whispered sadly.

"You didn't hurt me in any way. Now, can you tell me what's wrong?" They said, moving my hair out of my eyes. Sighing, I finally said something.

"It's just, I hate my body. Nothing about me is any good. My personality is awful, I have too many disgusting scars, and no one loves me because I'm look like a monster.." Ranboo looked at me with confused and tearful eyes.

"Oh Tubbo! Why would you think any of that? You're perfect, my beloved." They said, hugging me closer.

"But I'm not perfect, not in the slightest bit. I'm too chubby and short. My whole body is covered in scars. I'm stupid, and everyone can agree on that. I know you don't actually love me. You just say you do because you don't want to hurt my feelings, and I respect that." I said, beginning to cry again. I felt Ranboo wipe away my tears with xeir hands, burning endself. And they then kissed the top of my head.

"Bee, look at me," they said, softly. I looked up at xem, more tears threatening to spill out.

"What.." I sniffled, moving my hair back over my face. Ranboo immediately moved it back.

"You are not chubby in any way. You are the perfect height for hugs and cuddling. Your scars tell people you survived hardships, and that you got through them. You are not stupid. You're the really one of the smartest people I know. And I love you with my whole being, Tubbo. You have such a loveable and unique personality that anyone would enjoy being around. Loving yourself isn't an easy thing to learn, but I will help you every step of the way. No matter how long it takes. Because I love you, so much more than you can even imagine." Xe said, gently kissing my lips. I kissed back, feeling more tears fall quickly down my face. We broke apart, and I rested my head against Ranboo's chest.

"Thank you, Boo. I'm sorry for being so pessimistic about myself. I can't help it when everyone around is the opposite of me." I say, hugging them tighter.

"I know something that will make us both happy." xe said, tracing lines along my back comfortingly.

"What is it?" I asked, moving to look up at them.

"Lots and lots of cuddles." They said, smiling down at me. I giggled, with love filling my whole heart. Xe laid down and placed my on their chest. I snuggled up against them, and listened contently to xeir heartbeat. I soon calmed down, and fell into a peaceful slumber.

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THIS ONE WAS REALLY SHORT AND I APOLOGIZE FOR THAT- IM CURRENTLY WRITING MY NEW PIRATE BOOK SO CHECK THAT OUT! AND THANK YOU FOR BEING PATIENT WITH ME! I LOVE YOU ALL /p GET REST, DRINK SOME WATER AND EAT SOME FOOD! *smooch*