Chapter four

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Britts POV

I looked at him in awe

His hair so perfect

His skin colour was perfect

The way he dressed was perfect

His taste in music was perfect

I could say a lot of perfect things about him

Because he... Mo, was perfect

But no.. He couldn't know

He could never know

Because I had bullied him

Not for just a week, not just a month

But for 3 years

Since he was 13

{{A/N he is 16 at the start of this}}

Since the first day of high school

I had loved him

But I was scared to love

Because of my traumatic past

I had anxiety and depression

Was abused

Mentally

Physically

And

Sexually.

But I wasn't going to let that show

So I decided that I couldn't approach mo

Couldn't show my appreciation for his life

Because I didn't want to look weak

Because I couldn't show my weaknesses.

If I did I would be bullied

And that wasn't going to happen anytime soon

But I'll admit it to myself

I

LOVE

MO

DAHCHAN

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