I thought I was Stronger than that

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I wrap my arms around Jay and pull him down to my height and kiss him. His lips felt like pillows his breath smelled like spearmint. His hands resist for a second then give in and he wraps his hands around my waist pulling mine to his. "Raven, you don't have to get even with him." I look into his eyes and smirk. "You think this is about Drell? This may be the first thing in a year I've done for me." I kiss him again and this time he matches my hunger and passion in the kiss. I can feel his dick pressing against my leg and I start to freak out a little bit. He picks me up and starts kissing me with more tongue. He puts me on to the bathroom counter and my eyes get a little big from shock. I forget how strong he is regularly. He kisses down my neck and to my chest as I let out soft uncomfortable moans that he inevitably giggles at. I grab his chin and make him look at me. "Don't laugh at me" I say in a stern tone. He raises his eyebrows, nods, and says "Yes ma'am". I smile a little bit and he starts to trace my body alternating between his tongue and his lips. I lean back a little bit and spread my legs a little bit. He kneels down in front of me and pulls me closer to the edge. He starts to kiss my inner thighs leaving little marks each time he pulls his lips away from my body. I watch his every move in absolute awe and horniness of course. "You're going to get me on the edge of finishing before you even touch my pussy I just thought you should know." I say in a very breathy tone. He nods and says, "That's the plan." He brings his hands to my knees and holds them open as he kisses each of my thighs before kissing my clit and slowly licking from the top to the bottom of my pussy. I look down at him letting out a soft moan as he starts to dance his tongue all over my vagina like he had been waiting for the opportunity to prove himself to me. I start to let out moans I'd only moaned maybe once or twice in my sex life as I reach down and put my hand on his head holding him in place. "Please, Jay please." I say almost out of breath from his tongue alone. He looks into my eyes and he pulls his head up for just long enough to say "I'm not going to have sex with you yet. This is all I want tonight." My eyes meet his for a little while longer before they have to close again and I start moaning louder and I get scared I'm going to finish. "Jay, no no, I don't want to cum this fast you'll think I'm a rookie." I hear him laugh a little bit and he looks at me in a caring way that makes it harder not to just cum on his face. "Baby I'm not here to do anything but to please you so if you're ready I am." My head falls back on the mirror and his tongue speeds up and I feel his finger slide into me slowly hitting my g-spot repeatedly. "I--i fucking hell".I can't get my words out but he understands the assignment and continues what he is doing until my legs start shaking a little bit and my body goes limp. I let out a scream that I'm sure my neighbors heard and finish on his tongue. I almost fall completely off the counter but he catches me and holds me up. He cleans off his finger with his mouth and I look up at him my hands fumbling to his waist trying to get his pants off. His hand grabs both of mine and he smiles. "You're good, I got what I needed. You cumming is all I needed tonight. Let me grab you some clothes and we can smoke." Before I can say anything he starts to walk away and I look at him dumbfounded. "Wait huh? Jay wait." I try to get off the counter and immediately realize that's a mistake. He comes back with some biker shorts and a t-shirt. "I'll help you with these" I don't even get to protest before he's helping me get my legs in my shorts. "Mother fucker." I say still trying to catch my breath. "Why didn't you let me..do anything for you." He smiles and says "Do you want the truth?". I pull my shirt over my head and nod. "My boyfriend cheated on me so yes?" He nods and says "I've been wanting to do that for months. I respected your relationship though so I kept myself under control. I'm pretty sure I rubbed the hell out of these suit pants though" I laugh a little bit and then tilt my head a little before pulling him down by his shirt and kissing him again, sucking his tongue a little bit and biting his lip. "I respect you for being able to hold out but now I just came all over your face. I understand why you ate me out like you hadn't eaten in months, though. I taste amazing." I smirk and get down off the counter unbuttoning his shirt and looking into his eyes. "You never said I can't undress you." He nods and says "you're right." I continue to unbutton his pants and then I move to his pants and unbuckle his belt and unbutton his pants pulling them down. I reach into his briefs and rub his dick with my hand before pulling his pants down. It's that perfect size between huge and normal. "I want you really bad, but I respect you. Take a shower and put on  your comfy clothes." I move out of his way letting him finish getting undressed and I turn on the water for him. He walks up behind me and kisses the back of my neck. "All I'm going to say, is that if I were in Drell's spot? I'd never feel the need to stray." He gets in the shower and starts washing off. "And why is that?" I ask as I lean against the wall. He laughs a little. "As much as you give to him? Emotional support? financial support? Personality? Hell I knew you were good in bed before I even touched you. There's no reason to. He just a dumb ass. I'm not gonna fucking do that to you."...I sit in silence for a second before saying anything just thinking about how Drell used to be.  "Ray?" He pokes his head out and I look at him and smile weakly. "I'm sorry Ray. I didn't mean to overstep I just." He turns the water off and gets out grabbing another towel. "I don't understand him. I'm sorry Ray.". I shake my head and look at him. "No no, you're good. you're good. I'm just getting feelings I haven't felt in a while." I walk towards the front and grab his bag to bring to him. I pass it to him and he looks confused and says, "What kind of feelings?" I shake my head and say. "The couch. We'll watch Encanto and talk about it on the couch." I walk to the front and sit down on the couch and hear him go to our dryer and get the blanket he had warming up out of there. He has on grey sweats and a black tank top. "Fuck." I whisper to myself as he sits next to me. "When the FUCK did you get hot?" He laughs and says, "Probably when I had you begg--"...I cut him off and say "Nevermind never damn mind." He says, "What feelings Raven? I didn't forget." I sit back and bundle up under the covers with him putting on the movie. "The butterflies and nervousness. Those feelings." He's rummaging through his bag for the blunt and a lighter. "we don't have to smoke if you can't find it. I'm down to do it tomorrow." I look down at the floor for a second and realize my phone is on the floor blinking like crazy. "Shit shit shit. grab that babe." I immediately realize what I said after I said it but he grabs my phone without mentioning it and passes it to me. I look at my phone and it's 3 missed calls from Drell and messages and messages asking "what the fuck I'm doing" I look at Jay and say, "It's Drell. let me call him". He nods and says "Go ahead." I call Drell and he immediately answers and says "What the fuck have you been doing I called you so many times!?!" I start to get fearful because Drell may not physically harm me but got he mentally fucked me up. "Drell, baby I couldn't find my phone. I left it in the car. You know I lose it everywhere." I can hear Tanya laughing in the background. "Where the hell are you? what happened to the party?" He scoffs and says "I was calling to tell you it turned into just a few people and we're doing a big one tomorrow night at 6. I already started drinking though." I nod and say. "Okay that's fine just don't do anything silly" I hang up and look at Jay. "Babe?"...I roll my eyes and climb into his lap getting comfortable. "Shut up or I'll never say it again" I say as he rubs my back. "Question though Ray, what are you going to do?" I look at him and tilt my head a little bit." Hmm, I have a plan actually. I think I'll just air drop it at the party tomorrow night from his phone to everyone." I smile and kiss his cheek. He nods and shakes his head a little. "Don't do anything too rash. Thats fine. No one will question it honestly. He's kinda scummy." He says and I nod before resting my head on his shoulder and falling asleep.

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