Remember Me (Joe Sugg fanfiction)

Chapter 6

Hey:) Chapter 6 is here**

EMILY POV

"Come here you bitch!" My dad screamed, throwing multiple empty bottles at my bedroom wall. I started to protest, I had no idea what was going on with him?

"Dad, what?" I whimpered, I was barely clothed so I clung to the covers.

"You heard me... slut." He slurred, wobbling as he came dangerously closer. He stopped at my bedside and grabbed my wrist. He then yanked on my arm with his other hand pulling me out from the duvet. My skin was exposed to a loved one I held dearest. He looked me up and down and stopped at my lips, he had a crooked smile as he crashed his lips into mine. His kiss tasted of alcohol and sloppily wet. I tried to pull away but he slammed me into the wall. He picked me up and threw me across the bed. For the next 10 minutes my mind left me body and travelled to a safer place. As my mind drifted back to my body, I heard my mum scream, the loudest i'd ever heard her.

"EMILY! EMILY! EMILY, MY BABY!" She screamed.

"EMILLYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!"

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I woke up in a pool of my own sweat, my breathing rapid, gasping for air.

"Woah, woah, it's okay Em, I'm here." Mike spoke softly. I looked questionally at him.

"Mike? I'm so sorry, I'm so so sorry, I let you down, I let mum down." I bawled into his chest.

"What? No, Emily, you've been out of it for 2 months, you don't have to worry about that anymore. Hes gone, dad's gone. Mum's in a better place and you know that." I ran his fingers thorugh my hair and hushed my crying.

"Mike, you've grown up so much, I've missed so much." I looked up into his deep brown eyes, similiar to my own.

"I realised how dependant I was on you, that wasn't fair of me, I'e only grown up because I can look after myself now, not rely on you constantly." I smiled at him, he was so brave.

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Home

"Listen Em, you're not going to like this. When I told the police everything about dad, they insisted you see a psychiatrist immediately to assess your mental state. Ensure your ready to come home. An opoinment for an hours time has been made. I can come with you if you'd like?" Mike layed down the news, but he was soft about it.

I sighed softly. "No, I'd better do this on my own." I grabbed my keys and made my way there. I may be early but hopefully he's not busy. I don't want to interrupt a current appointment.

When I arrive I instantly begin to feel anxious, what if I'm diagnosed with a mental disorder? Will they lock me up? I know I'm not right in the head, what will they do to me? I step through the main doors and take a huge breath.

It was actually a beautiful place, there was a fountain in the middle with comfty sofas around it. There were loads of plants dotted everywhere and big chandeliers.

I have to admit, it was a bit fancy.

I made my way the the front desk and was directed to a room with a few seats. I'm guessing this was the psychiatrist waiting room.

I heard movement coming from the room and saw shadows moving around under the door. I know I sound skeptical but i'm really quite nervous.

There was a few goodbyes and the door opened.

I fiddled with my sleeves and looked at the people emerging from the room.

I saw a familiar face, the same face I blamed for my mother's death 2 months ago.

Joe.

All he could do is stare. The look on his face read that this was the end of the world. Why was he here?

His eyes grew big with worry and he hurried off out of sight.

"Um, Emily Marks?" The psychiatrist spoke.

I snapped out of my day dream and focussed my attention on him.

"Yes, yes, that's me, sorry." I smiled. He just gently smiled back and lead me into his office, it was a calm and spacious area, and this man only seemed young.

"I'm Doctor Chapman, although if you happen to feel more comfortable using my first-name term, I'm more than happy for you to call me Jim." He smiled sweetly, this guy was so kind.

"Yes, right Jim, I'm obviously Emily. Nice to meet you."

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Sorry it's a little later than usual! Busy day, sweet dreams x