Perfect Sins

I think, not know

Chapter 17

No matter how much I loved Peter and Henry, they deserve a better life.
A life without me.

I walked into Peters treehouse and put on the long black dress Peter gave me the first day I came here.
I then brushed my hair for the last time and ran.

I ran on top of Dead man's peak. I stood on the edge of the cliff and closed my eyes. Tears forming uncontrollably in my eyes and then took a few big steps backward.
I then ran forward,
And jumped.

Before I fell into my death a hand caught me. I then looked up and saw..
Thomas.

"Ad, I see you."

Thomas then pulled me up and held me on the ground in his arms. I put my head on his chest and put my arms around him, as we both cried.

"Why would you do it, Ad?" Thomas said crying.

"I-," I sucked in air so I can breathe, "You don't deserve me. Its better i-if I wasn't here."

"Adelina," Thomas started rocking me back and forth examining my wrists that had new lashes. Thomas cried harder,

"Don't go Adelina. Don't go."

After a half an hour of crying, Thomas ripped off his shirt in half. Putting the fabric around my open wounds. We walked back to the camp holding each other.

I saw Pan there, but he didn't flinch. He just stood there in shock. Felix ran up to me and picked me up, carrying me bridal style to his little hut.

His hut was small and cozy. It felt like my room. He laid me in his hammock, pulling up a hammock for himself and sat beside me.

"Why Ad," Felix grabbed my hand and held it, "You can't hurt yourself. Its not healthy for you two."

I sat up in the hammock, "Two of us?"

Felix kissed my hand, "You'll know soon enough." Felix said pulling out my black shoes where I hid the bean in and pulled half of the bean out placing it under my hand.

"Thank you." I whispered.

Felix stood up kissing my cheek, returning the favor for when I kissed him on the cheek, "Use the bean when you're ready. Just make sure you tell me when you use it."

"I will."

"Now," Felix said putting a blanket over me and a pillow under my head, "Get some rest."

I smiled at him and closed my eyes putting the bean in a dress pocket and fell asleep from Felix's footsteps leaving the hut.

*Peter's P.O.V.*

I cried in my treehouse. Touching the freshly open wounds on my wrists. Burning from my fingerprints.

I put a wrap around each of my arms.
I don't regret cutting myself.
I regret not doing anything when Adelina tried to kill herself.

Why the hell am I so obsessed with her? She's like a drug. I have to feel what she feels. I just don't know.
Why can't I get over the fact I changed something?

What if..
No.

It could be, and I think it is.

That's why she's been hurting.

Don't worry, I won't remember this soon.
I'll forget all about her and her..

Spawn.