Anime angst

🔪Sniper Mask(one-sided)🔪

⚠️TW⚠️SUICIDE y/n pov whole story...

Sniper Mask. God I loved him so much. He just didn't love me back.

      1 month ago

Me, Yuri, and Mayuko were on a rooftop talking about how we were gonna get out of this world, when we heard people coming from the stairs of the building.

We got into a fighting stance and prepared for whatever comes through the doors. I saw a figure of a little person and someone taller right next to them. Once the light hit them we could see that they weren't going to hurt us. There was a mask wearing a suit and holding a sniper.( We knew he couldn't hurt us because we were closer to God... (I don't exactly remember what happens with mayu tho) And then there was a girl that was really short. She had a school uniform and blue hair that faded into pink. "Hello? Who are you guys?" I asked. " Oh- Hi my name is Kuon and the guy next to me is Sniper Mask. I call him Mr. Mask though." She said.

She seemed pretty nice. Her voice was kinda annoying but I could deal with it I guess.

"Well my name is Yuri the blonde one is Mayuko and the (h/c) girl is Y/n." Yuri said.

"Nice to me you." Kuon replied.

The mask wasn't talking very much. He was very attractive. I mean how could you say otherwise. He had a fit body. He had a good fashion sense and black hair withe fedora. I could already feel myself starting to like him, which was a very dumb move because it seemed like him and Kuon were already dating or they were just very close.

"Mr. Mask told me that we should pair up with you guys earlier today. So I was wondering if that was okay?" Kuon told us.

Yuri , me and Mayu exchanged looks. We didn't really wanna partner up with Kuon. But we also didn't wanna be rude.

We said that pairing up was fine, but we knew that we were going to suffer.

The only reason I said yes was because of Sniper Mask. Which was a kind of selfish reason but I wanted to get to know him.

     3 months later

It has been a while since I met Sniper Mask. It might be weird but I feel like I'm in love with him. I know we only met a couple months ago but something about him is different than anyone that I've known...

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Me and Sniper Mask were on watch, going around the roof of the building making sure no masks get in. I don't know what was happening but I couldn't seem to stop looking at him. I don't think he noticed, which I was very surprised.

It felt like he became an obbsesion. I always had to be near him. I hope he didn't think I was weird but he didn't say anything so I didn't really know.

I think he likes me but I didn't know about that either. I mean he was always so kind to me, but then again he was nice to everyone. He would never judge me. And he would always wanna partner up with me for watch.

But he was the same way with Kuon too...

God I hated her. She just got in the way of everything. Yeah I get it she can be useful with her weapon. But she hardly ever uses it even when we need it most. And it's obvious she likes Sniper Mask. I mean yeah my feelings for him are obvious but not like hers.

She's always near him. Hooked on his armed or is cuddled up to him while he's sitting down. And I could tell it she was trying to get me jealous. And it was working. But he lets  her do these things,and it's just starting to get annoying.

So I decided to go for it. To tell him how I feel.

      1 day later

It was the day. I was finally gonna tell him how I felt. This was a huge thing for me. So I needed it to go well because I'm not good at these kinds of things.

Me and Sniper Mask were on watch. I felt good and confident about telling him which was a first.

"Hey Sniper Mask?"

"Yes Y/n?"

"Would it be okay if I told you something personal?"

"Of course, what is it?"

"Uh- uhm well-  i-I k-kinda like y-ou. But i-its oka-y i-if you don't f-feel the same."

"Oh... Well umm. I don't feel the same. I'm so sorry. I like someone else." He said feeling very guilty, rubbing the back of his neck.

"O-oh then I'm so sorry w-who's the l-lucky girl?" I asked.

"Well I don't know if it's considered lucky but it's Kuon."

I felt like crying then and there. I didn't know what to do. Feel happy and congratulate him? Or break down crying?

I was frozen. I couldn't move. My eyes were twitching and it's like you could hear my heart breaking to peices.

"Hello? Y/n? Y/n snap out of it!"

When I came out if my daze I saw Sniper Mask beside me. I just felt like running away. So that's what I did. I ran away as fast as I could. I felt so embarrassed.

      The next day

I've been avoiding him all day. I just couldn't handle to see him. So instead I was partnering with Yuri while Kuon was with Sniper.

"You should stop avoiding him." Yuri whispered.

"I know. It was just embarrassing y'know." I responded.

"Yeah I get it, but it's just gonna get worse while time goes on, and before you know it your guys's realtionship that you have now will be completely ruined." She explained.

"Yeah I know. But what's the point he has Kuon."

"Fine just stop ignoring him at least then?"

"Fine whatever."

"Okay now go make up."

"Okay." I said walking away.

I really hated ignoring him but I'm just stubborn. I won't even listen to myself half the time.

As I was walking towards Sniper's direction I heard him saying something to Kuon.

"Hey Kuon can I tell you something?" Sniper asked her.

"Yeah sure what is it Mr.Mask?" Kuon replied.

"Well um- I really like you and I have for a while. So would you go out with me?" He asked.

"YES OMG I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR LIKE EVER!!"
She answered.

And then they kissed... Everything after that was a blur... I couldn't feel anything... Everything around me was spinning...The only thing I could hear was the cracking of my heart... Wow people really weren't being dramatic about heart breaks...

1 step towards the edge... 2...3...4...Final one. Leaning off...

"HEY Y/N STOP WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!"

"Y/N LISTEN TO ME!"

"STOP!"

"Y/N?!"

leaning more...'SMASH'

Yes...I'm finally free...

Death has finally come to me...

A/n: Ok guys I can't be the only one that has a burning hatred for Kuon. Please don't tell me I'm the only one.