𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐒 ── 𝙞𝙯𝙖𝙣𝙖 𝙠𝙪𝙧𝙤𝙠𝙖𝙬𝙖

XIX

You couldn't help but wonder why... Why was Izana at your house right now? For some reason, there was a lingering thought of something that could possibly occur right now.. It could be possible that that bitchy mom is having an affair... With Izana? But why would Izana do something like that?

Honestly, You felt like you and Izana were on some complicated terms. He was stand offish from the beginning and seemed like he was just using you for sex, wanting to get his way. Does he really care about you? Or are you just delusional? 

You rushed down the streets, feeling your heart race at the many thoughts that clouded your brain. Running across the lawn you quickly opened the door to your house after unlocking it. 

From where you stood, across the hall was a very tired looking man, one that was not your father. "Izana?" You mumbled, gulping the dry lump in your throat. The white haired male sat at the kitchen counter with unusual clothing that looked like he wouldn't wear. 

"Y/n. How are you?" Izana turned his head over his shoulder, his hair brushed against his face hiding his purple eyes from sight. "I'm doing pretty fucking amazing." You said with sarcasm making him hum and turn his head. "Doesn't sound like it to be honest..." He replied without any noticeable change in his face. "Y/n you're home. Um.. Don't you have places to be?..." Your mom walked in from behind you wearing noticeable revealing clothing that made your eyes widen. 

"Do I have places to be? I could ask you the same thing. Where's dad?" You gritted your teeth in anger just by hearing her try to act like she wasn't doing anything wrong. "He's at work.." The woman stretched out her body against the door frame. "So why the fuck aren't you at work? and who were you fucking upstairs hmm?" 

The silence in the room was so loud and awkward as the aura in the room intensified. You watched your mom, observing the way she looked over your shoulder to the man that sat there looking down at the counter with almost empty eyes. "... I don't know what you are talking about." The woman muttered as her eyes began to water with tears. "Oh don't play this bullshit right now, Was it with this mother fucker?" You raised your tone with a disgusted look on your face as you pointed at Izana. He didn't even move one bit after accusing him of the allegation. 

"No.. Y/n, what's gotten into you?! Why are you acting so immature-" 

"You wanna talk about immature huh? Fuck you bitch, calling me the immature one. You can't even get up and get a damn spoon by yourself, I'm the one that does it for you. I'm not a damn dog that you can order around!" You retorted, clenching your fists up into ball trying to hold back the load of words you had for her as she stood there frozen with the pink tint in her cheeks from embarrassment.

"Y/n. Calm down-" "Then would you mind me asking, why the hell is Izana here and you're just casually walking around in your panties." You crossed your arms feeling like you wanted to drag her right then and there. "He came to say hi-" She said looking down at the floor causing you to laugh loudly making her look back up in disbelief. 

"The amount of bullshit that leaves your mouth is crazy-" "Shame on you for even thinking that! I love my husband, I wouldn't do such things!" Your crusted mother yelled, giving you a dirty look. "Then, what was the noises upstairs?" You arched your eyebrow not believing a single word. "God you're so embarrassing.. I was watching an explicit movie." She said, covering her face with her hand in irritance. 

You stayed silent thinking to yourself... What if she WAS innocent and you just misunderstood the situation. That would be very embarrassing and shitty.

So you decided not to say anything else to which your mother caught on and gained confidence in what she was saying. "You're such a pain in the ass y'know. I'm sick of living with you and I want you to move out of our house so pack your bags. I knew you never liked me, and thank you for clarifying it by accusing of me of sick claims that you've made in your head to try to break me and your fathers relationship." She snapped walking out the room towards the stairs leaving you in your thoughts...

...

"Izana.. I know we're not like dating but.. did you sleep with her?" You questioned, glaring back at the male that sat there still... "What if I did.. would you hate me?.. Despise me?.. We aren't in a serious relationship so it doesn't matter..." 

"Did you sleep with her?.." You continued, wanting an honest answer. Izana got up with a little sigh that left his mouth walking past you as you watched with seriousness. "Did you?..."

"No I didn't. See you around, y/n." Izana left closing the door behind him as your eyes watered, feeling the coldness in his tone as he said your name. You felt hurt and it was your fault.. You wanted to apologise to him for everything but by the tensity in the air right now, there was no way you would do that.

You went up to your room and locked yourself in, laying on your bed feeling awful about everything. You thought moving to a new place would feel like a fresh start, You weren't even here for long and you started a spark with your neighbor and even made some friends and acquaintances along the way. It felt good to have someone that wanted to talk to you, but you didn't know that it would soon feel like a toxic relationship...

To be continued...

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