*flash back* "Rain, honey please come out of the bathroom" my mom was practically begging me now, but I refused. She knew she upset me by what she said. And what she said was hurtful, how could you accept others being gay but you can't accept your own daughter? I sat there. Questioning everything I thought I knew about her, all the times she comforted me when I thought I was gonna break, all the times she gave everything she had, but then I came out and all that changed. She became more distant, less willing to help me, she became less supportive, and then she stopped talking to me at all, so why is she coming back now?
I finally stepped out of the bathroom, and mom was sitting against the wall beside it, she got up and tried to hug me, but I turned away. wether it hurt her or not, I honestly don't care. she hurt me more then she will ever know.
I go up to my room and listen to shine down because I know 1) it pisses her off and 2) his voice soothes me, don't ask how though, cuz I have no clue. I lay on my bed, staring at my ceiling, and I guess I got bored and fell asleep? Because I woke up to mom watching me as I slept. "What do you want? To insult me some more? Let's hear what you wanna say now. Kicking me out? Are you gonna start beating me? Or are you gonna stop talking to me all together.. Again?" My face was as red as a tomato im sure, because I practically screamed it, she didn't know how to respond so she went to walk out of my room, but my dad shoved her right back in my room saying "no. Cass running away isn't gonna save you, you need to tell her what you told me" and with that he walked away. she huffed and sat on the corner of my bed. "Rain, I'm sorry baby girl, but I think I'm getting a divorce from your dad and I'm leaving. He's gonna keep you. But you can ask him why" and she tried to run out of my room, and without thinking I grabbed her arm and pulled her back on my bed. Sobbing, I finally Managed to scream/whisper " you're doing it again, your leaving me, why?! What did i ever do to you? You've been acting weird since I came out. mom, why do you accept others being gay, but you can't accept me" she just ran, she didn't say a word and I didn't even try to stop her. "Good bye mom" I whispered as I heard the Front door slam close.
A/N hello dear readers, this is a new book. tell me what you think? ~Leo
