It's a secret. (a Niam fanfic)

Chapter 11 :*

He

Kissed

Me

He did the unthinkable and he kissed me. I dropped the big bag of junk food and snacks on the floor and kissed Liam back. So basically the kiss went like this : He forced his lips against mine and before I could push him off, he wrap his extremely strong arms against my waist. But then I realised, why would I want to push him of ,you know, besides the fact he is an ass, he has such soft and sensual lips. His lips have a light tastes of cherries lingering around on them. I got snapped out of my trance and then took in the fact that Liam James Payne, the boy who tortured me, bullied me, the one who constantly mocked me was the same boy who I was truly, madly, deeply in love with...

Ok, let me get back to that kiss...it started of rough due to the fact he slammed his lips onto , mine. His soft lips were in perfect sync with mine with him nibbling on my bottom lip (like a puppy cannibal). Then I decided, I won't let him be in complete control. I slide my tongue between his lips and quickly gained control ,control in this passionate yet rough kiss.

Then I feel Liam's tongue get rougher and moving at a different pace...a slower and less rough pace. I feel him trying to gain dominance, but I won't let him, he's been in charge for too long.

As this kiss goes on my feelings for him grows more than what they were before...but then I realised something..is Chelsey watching Liam and me kiss like maniacs.

I break the kiss, but instantly regret it when I spot Liam's puppy dog face. I look around and don't see Chelsey anywhere, did she run away or something, or did I freak her out with my ten minute song fest.

I look down to see her plainly sitting on the last step, looking at me with a huge grin on her face. "What are laughing at American" I say with a smug look on my face. " Oh nothing, nothing at all Irish" she's says while making her why inside and picking up the previously dropped bag

I then stare into Liam's chocolate brown eyes while he stares into mine... he then whispers " I love you" in my ear.

LIAM POV

I whispered the words I love you into Niall's ear. He even looks up at me with hopeful eyes and then says "why, why now". "What do you I mean", I say knowing exactly what he meant. " You know what I mean", I swear he can read me like I book. Well I guess it's time to explain myself.

"Niall James Horan, I have loved you for an extremely long time now, it all started when I meant Zayn. He always told me I can trust him with anything and everything, so the same day he told me that...I told him that-that I really like you, but then he told me that how I felt about you was considered a sin and well it just uncool or not normal. He said that if I was gay, he wouldn't hang out with me anymore and that I wouldnt have any other friends. I was so stupid for believing him. I tried hiding my feelings with violence and every single night I tried to get you out of my mind but you stayed. So then I stopped hanging out with you hoping my feelings for you will die down, sadly I was wrong. So then I thought that 'beating your feelings' will get rid of them, still I will sadly wrong. So then I started dating girls hoping my feelings for you would disappear, at one point of my teenage life I thought they did disappear, but sadly they were just well hidden. I acted like I hated you so you can stay away from me so that my feelings won't take the best of me. And just to get things clear I never hated you...I always loved you...hoping you loved me too."

Narrator POV

They stare into each other's eyes for what it seems hours, maybe even days, but just a mere minute. Niall's eyes start to tear due to the fact that he thought this day would never come. Liam's lip begins to quiver not knowing whether he loves him truly or he hates madly.

Niall POV

"I love you Liam...for a long time and it has been eating away at me ever since I met you. I never knew how to say those three words that seems so simple yet there so complicated. And to be honest I have so many feelings toward you the right now and all I can say is I love you." I look up to a watery eye Liam...wow he is actually!

I wipe the tear away and then say "where do we go from hear". It's then silent.. a very awkard silence. " I wish I knew Ni, I wished I knew". I some what love this feeling, me close to Liam and him calling Ni. But I don't like when there's a hard decision causing us to be frustration.

"Can I be honest", he then says breaking the silence. I nod my head yes and he continues to talk. "I want to date you, I want to love you, but-but, im afraid that Zayn..will hurt you even more than what he does know". I know he doesn't want me to get hurt, but I have a feeling it's more about his reputation and what other people are thinking. I won't tell him that, due to the already complicate situation were in.

"Do whatever makes you happy", I say trying to sound sincere. "I have an idea Niall". I look up and signal him to go on. "I want to date you..secretly, and don't get me wrong I will like people to know about our new found feelings, but for both you and our sake...I like to keep it a secret". I then laugh on the inside because of his corneyness and I am surprisingly intrigued by his offer, I don't want people to mock him or to mock me even more.

"Yeah, I think that will work, us being a secret", I say with a full hearted smile. He then gets down on one knee. Whoa what is he doing, I know he's not proposing, but whenever someone goes on one knee it means something big is gonna happen.

" Niall, will you be...my special secret", he says with a large smile on his face. I then begin to brush wildly."I will love to be your special secret, as long as your my little secret". I will love to be your, wait-little, im taller than you!! "So you don't wanna be my little secret", I say with a silly crooked smile. " Im sorry, I mean I'll be your little secret I just-", I cut him of by giving him a peck on his lips to make him stop talking.

"That was a really nice way to tell me to shut up", Liam says. I just smile and he does the same.

"OMG I SAW EVERYTHING! OH MY GUESH THAT WAS SO CUTE, I WISH I HAD FRIENDS TO TELL! YOU GUYS ARE JUST TOO WONDERFUL!! I SHIP YOU GUYS SO HARD!". Chelsey says while swinging the door open. "What does 'ship' mean", Liam ask with his cute self. "It means relationship, like wanting two people to be together", I say blushing once again. "Oh in that case I ship us too", he says while winking.

"I wish I had some friends to tell about this, I guess I will just tweet about it", she says obviously joking. But then, as if on cue, we both say " sshh, its a secret". I think im gonna like this ;)

Now this is where it gets good