Amane x reader 'Glimmering Moon'

☠︎︎Chapter VII☠︎︎

Amane leaned onto the unsteady railings with creased brows and an intense expression on his face while watching as innumerable numbers of students made their way to the school's exit

He was currently rethinking of the situation that had taken place two nights ago and has come to realise that due to his incredulous state and having no time to digest the new information, he had unintentionally come off as rude with addressing his question, which made his stomach churn with guilt in unpleasant ways

"Hm, why so persistent, would you not like me if I were dead"

He groaned once recalling the question the H/c head had uttered. It's true that this is in fact what comes to mind when someone discovers that the person they wished to get along with is actually a dead being. Of course they would feel this sense of uneasiness and discomfort, it's only the reality of it all, but Amane didn't think of Y/n that way, he didn't think of her as scary or unsettling, he didn't want to run away out of pure fright for his life. All that really came to mind was...what she had possibly gone through to die so young. Pity. He felt pity for the ghost girl, and though she would have probably hit him for such a reaction, it was the only sense of emotion he could feel at that moment, and that...that was normal

"Man, I've known her for a week but I sure do miss her company" he muttered with a sigh before yelping once he felt someone push him roughly against the railings which almost caused him to fall over to his certain doom

To fall off this building with his bony features, there was not even a 1% chance he would survive but even if he somehow did, he would be in endless amounts of agony which was not to his liking. He anticipated to feel the rushing sense of pure fear and fear alone. You know, like what any other human being would react, yet...why was he swept by a wave of euphoria, why was his eyes shinning with pure delight, why for fuck's sake did he feel...happy

"Oops, it wasn't supposed to be that hard" he was suddenly pulled back to safety by his one and only lovely twin brother, oh joy

"T TSUKASA, WHY DID YOU DO THA-" "sh sh shhhh, do you hear that" Amane huffed angrily before carefully listening

"...I don't hear anything"

"Yeah, I know, it was just a clever way to stop you from yelling"

By now Amane was too drained to scream at his brother or even confronting him about pushing him off the rooftop because that sense of fear he was anticipating kicked in with a bit of delay, but it was enough for his mind to turn blank and his hearing to only ring white noise

'I...almost died'

He felt his body tremble and the white noise bellowing through his ears

'I almost died...because of tsukasa'

He began to hyperventilate before dropping to his knees

'And he laughed it off...as if it...were...nothing'

Suddenly, his eyes weld up with salty, glimmering tears. He ruffled his hands into his hair and began to pull stressfully

'I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared-'

"AMANEEEE, were you listening"