I will always love you - Tom Hiddleston fanfiction

Chapter 1

"You can't be serious", my best friend Britt asked me in disbelief.
"I am. I mean, this is what I've always wanted: to go to a premiere of his film and meet him there. I mean I will be standing behind some bars as photographers do their job, so there is not really a chance I will talk to him. But during the movie I'll be sitting sooooo close to him", I explained as I started dreaming of how it would be if he notices me.

"You've been reading too many fanfics Hazel", Britt said as she got up and took her bag.
"You've been reading too less fanfics. Remember how you crushed on Snape during high school and how much you wanted to meet him. Well now it is my turn, and I will meet Tom. Even if I must break the barriers to get to him."
"You're a crazy woman", Britt sighed and went to the front door.
"Do tell me if you were able to fuck him when you arrive home."
"You'll be the first to know", I assured her and then she left.

I will see Tom tonight! What more could I have ever wished for?

Right okay, I got three more hours left before I need to be there. What do I wear?

I looked in my closet and checked the weather conditions for tonight. It was fall already, but the temperatures they predicted were hotter than usual. Probably because of Tom being so hot- stop! I picked out my favourite fall outfit, casual yet with style and made my bag for tonight.

"Tickets... Check. Wallet and money, check. Some bathroom supplies, just in case, check. Oh, my book!" I checked my bag as I came to the realisation I should take Tom's biography book with me with a pen. Who knows, he might sign it. I took the book off my nightstand and put it in my bag. Then I took my phone out of its charger and checked the time. I should leave by now if I want a good spot.

I took my keys, my phone and left the house. I ran to my car and opened it hastily. It was colder than expected at first, not going to lie. I started my car and left to the theatre, excited was an understatement.

There were already a lot of security guards guiding the people onto the parking lot. I had picked a good time to leave because there were already some fans arriving as well. Some of them were even wearing Loki merch. I didn't go for that because I didn't want to embarrass myself in front of Tom.

A guide told me where to park and I did as he told me. I quickly got out of the car and went to the red carpet. There were already a lot of fans waiting and cheering, eager to see their stars arrive. I pushed myself to the front and managed to get a spot right behind the bars.

"I can't wait for Tom to arrive!"; "Me neither, fuck he's so handsome. He could just fuck me here and I wouldn't mind."; "Girl same! He could do whatever he wanted to me, and I would still say thank you!"

These where the type of fans I could hit in the face. They were here because they found him hot and wanted to hit on him. I bet if I asked them about the six infinity stones, they wouldn't be able to answer. They only care for their sexual fantasies. But these were also often the people that would ruin it for the other loyal fans. When his relationship with Taylor ended, instead of support him, they would probably be the ones posting toxic content on the internet.

And I understand, he's handsome, charming, dashing. I have a crush on that man too, but I support him. I am interested in what he does for a living, his passion for theatre. I want to share his passion with my world, my friends and family, to their annoyance sometimes. I even learned the first lines of the monologue of Hamlet! I bet those toxic girls don't even know what or who Hamlet is, or even Shakespeare.

"Oh, Tom mentioned him once or twice, but I don't care because I am too busy drooling over his dick!"

I looked at my watch: any minute now!