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*dzz, dzz, dzz, dzz* I jumped out of my bed as soon as I heard my alarm go off. I had completely forgotten it was Monday and this was already my 4th alarm going off. Which means it was already 7:25. I quickly ran to my bathroom to wash up, good thing I took a shower yesterday after Skylar left because I sure as hell didn’t have time to take one now.
My mind rushed back to Skylar for a second and I just took a moment to rewind back to last night where I told her everything that had happened with Harry. We had a deep conversation but I cant even seem to remember what we talked about. I’ve been so restless lately that nothing is processing in my head anymore. All I remember was her asking a bunch of questions about him. Then it hit me that I really had no idea who Harry was.
I didn’t know his age, where he was from, what school he goes to well if he goes to school,. Hell, I didn’t even know his favorite color. I cant believe all of this didn’t hit me before. Before as in these past 3 days I’ve met him. I was basically hanging out with a complete stranger and doing wreck less things. Can this get any weirder?
I brushed off all my thoughts as I got dress and went down to grab a bite before heading to school. I couldn’t bare to even think about him anymore, my head was going to explode let alone the fact that I would be late for school and have to sit through boring everyday lectures that I’m probably not going to use the rest of my life. Of course when I went to the kitchen my mom had to give me another lecture about being late and how school was really important.
I just wanted to scream. It hadn’t even been an hour I was awake and everything and everyone is getting crammed inside my head. I need a break from everything. I’d prefer going away for while, London sounds like the perfect place actually. If only my parents weren’t strict, I would of already had my bags packed. But I don’t have that kind of luck, do I now?
By this time I was already almost at school and that’s when my phone buzzed at a text from Sky.
To Ally
From Skylar:
Where you at?! don’t tell me you snuck out with him after I left! ;)
I tried to hide my phone as I replied back to Skylar considering the fact that my mom was sitting right next to me. She had a thing for being nosy and it pissed me off a lot. Its like every time I would text near her, either she’d get mad or try to read my texts. Its like she didn’t trust me. I’ve never done anything to disobey her… well I didn’t before. If she ever found out about Harry id be screwed for good.
To Skylar:
don’t jump to conclusions Sky my life isn’t that interesting hahaah. But im almost at school.
To Ally
From Skylar:
I’ll be waiting!
8 am and my head is already in a spin. As soon as I got out my car and faced my school, it hit me like a ton of red bricks. I don’t know why I was even feeling like this. Yeah, I didn’t like school, who does right? But this time it’s a different feeling. A feeling of fear. Maybe it was because of the incident that happened 2 nights ago. I’m only praying to god that they don’t make certain announcements.I came to the conclusion that if anything even happens, I cant dig myself out of this. It was all madness. I swear sometimes I cant even tell which way is up or down. I just want this all to go away. Everything right now is a complete blur as I’m walking to my first period. Knowing me, id be super embarrassed to go in class right now because I was 15 minuets late. But I just didn’t care anymore. I had more worries then the teacher mentioning out loud that I was late. I’m sure half the class doesn’t even give 2 shits anyways so why should I?