Felix x Oswald

Gay panics

Oswald POV

When my kid said that to Felix I blushed because I was embarrassed but at the same time I was blushing because of him. God I didn't know that I like dudes, maybe it's because he reminds me of my wife? No it's not that. I went to the kitchen and made myself some coffee so I can calm down. After a few minutes I saw Felix coming out of their room and he went to the kitchen and asked me if he make some coffee for himself, I said
"Sure Felix"
He smiled and made himself coffee. When he smiled at me I lightly blushed. After he went back to the kids I started to blush like crazy. I don't love him right? Fuck at this point I love him. But why? Maybe because he likes my kids? Is it because he writes books? Or is it because he's nice, funny sometimes, always make me smile, comfortable to be around with? God! I just want to know why do I love him?!. I started to get mad at myself. After an hour Felix got out of my kid's room and sat down with me, he seemed to be exhausted so I said to him
"Do you want to stay over for tonight? So you could rest because you seem exhausted"
He turned to me, while yawning but he said
"But my friend told me to not be late with coming back home. But I could text her"
When he texted his friend I said
"Um question feel, do you have a girlfriend?"
He stared at me and said
"No, and didn't I told you that I wasn't a social person? So how in the world would I have a girlfriend?"
I said
"Oh sorry"
Felix stared at me and told me
"Hey! No need to be sorry, you were only asking so don't say sorry"
I blushed when he said that, I quickly look away and managed to calm myself down and turn back to him and say
"Your right"
Felix smiled at me and putted his hand on my shoulder. I stared at him. Should I make a move? Should I try to kiss him? Oh god what to do. I turned away and told him
"Um, a another question"
Felix tilled his head and said
"Oh? What is it?"
I turned back to him and said
"Do you like guys?"