Baby Girl (J.G.)

seven

Sorry it's been so long since I've updated! I'm finally on spring break this week though so I'll be able to update at least one more time before I go back to school. I feel like I've really been letting you guys done lately but I'm trying really hard to get my grades up. Sorry again, and enjoy this chapter!
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He's laying there with his head resting on my lap and I'm stroking his hair like I've always seen in the movies. It amazes me how soft it is, how cute he is, and how good I feel in this moment. He looks up at me and the corners of his mouth raise into a goofy grin.

"How are you this cute?" he asks me, still smiling. I laugh and look at him. I never thought anyone would like me as much as I like them, or even that I would have a boyfriend that treats me this nice.

"I could ask you the same thing." I say. He suddenly sits up and pats his thighs.

"Come over here." he says in a raspy voice. Something about his voice when he talks like this, drives me crazy. I know he knows it, too. I swing my legs over his and sit right on his lap, straddling him. "You're just so beautiful, I swear I'll never get enough of you." I wrap my arms around his neck and lean in to kiss him. "Did you brush your teeth this morning?." he smirks. I immediately back away, acting offended and get off his lap, teasing him a bit.

"Jack Gilinsky!" He rolls his eyes and leans towards me so that he's basically laying on top of me.

"Don't worry I can handle a little bad breath."

"Shut up!" you say through constant laughter.

"Aw Babe, you're blushing like crazy!" I cover my eyes and can't stop laughing

"Stoppp!" I groan.

"Never." he whispers as he leans closer to my face. He peppers my neck with kisses, laughing with every single one. I swear I'll never get enough of this kid.

His hot breath and mine blend together and travel out to the air around us. I move up and down on his leg while we lay on his bed. Our lips move perfectly together and his hand guides the back of my head. I love making out with him. I love when he holds my hands, or bites my lip, but I also love when he smiles. Or when he winks at me jokingly. Shit. I'm really falling for this kid. Making out with him is like art to me. It feels better than anything I ever did with Sam, or any other guys I've been with. Even though it's just kissing. I pull away from his lips and sit up.

"Jack, I need to go home."

"Noooo." He groans. I get up from the bed and stand next to him. "Stay here with me."

"My Moms coming home today and I don't want to freak her out." I slip my hoodie on over my head and walk over towards the bathroom. "I'm going to go to bathroom before I go."

"Okay. Hey will you grab my phone for me from in there?"

"Sure." I walk into the bathroom and see his phone laying there on the counter. I pick it up and turn it on, to check the time. Right when I turn it on, I see three texts from a girl named Bryn. The first one says, "hey babe, can I come over tonight?", the next one says, "Haven't seen you in a few days, is everything okay between us?" when I read the last one, I feel my heart sink. "Look I still love you. I don't think I can do this anymore if you're not 100% in." I feel a rush of different emotions flood my body. First I feel confused, then hurt, then lied to, then just plain angry. I can't believe this whole time Jack has been lying to me. I grab his phone and storm back into his room. I throw his phone on the bed angrily and grab my stuff quickly.

"Woah, woah, are you okay?"

"No I'm not fucking okay." I say through gritted teeth. At this point, my eyes are lined with tears and I can't hold them back. After everything that happened with Sam, I can't take this too.

"Whats wrong? Baby, just sit down I'll..."

"Don't call me baby!" Tears start streaming down my face and I shake me head slowly. "I thought- I don't know what I thought. Maybe you just thought since I was so vulnerable when you saw me outside Sam's house, that I'd just be an easy fling but shit, Jack. I was really starting to fall for you."

"Where is this coming from?"

"I saw those texts from your girlfriend."

"What girlfriend?" He looks genuinely upset and confused.

"You know what Jack, I need to go."

"Wait Audrey, don't go."
I walk out of his room, wiping the tears off my cheeks. Mascara gets in my eyes, causing them to sting. I walk to the front door and my bag falls off my shoulder. I reach down to grab it, and Jack comes running into the room. He pulls me to him, his strong arms pulling me tightly to his chest. I can hear his heart beating a mile a minute. He asks me not to go for the second time.

"Jack, just let me go."

"No." He hugs me tighter and kisses my head.

"I can't let you go. I want you to stay here with me, forever, if its possible."

"You've known me for less than two weeks. You barely know me Jack."

"There's nothing you could tell me that would make me leave you." His heartbeat has slowed down. So has mine. He releases me from the hug and shoves his hands in his pockets, looking awkward but hella cute. "Now can I talk to you about Bryn?" I nod and follow him to the couch where he spends the next ten minutes explaining their past. "She still calls from time to time, but usually when she's wasted or high. Y'know she was basically my first love..." It physically hurts me to see the pain in his eyes as he tells me about her. "And she really- well she hurt me really fucking bad. I'd never want anyone to feel that way. Especially someone I love. I'd never cheat on anyone ever. Especially someone as amazing as you." I can't help but smile at him. He's opened up to me more than any other guy in my life and I can tell how much pain he's in. "I am still getting over her, and it defiantly doesn't help that she texts me, trying to get back together but- I don't know." he runs his fingers through his hair.

"No I get it. I know how much it sucks to be cheated on. I'm so sorry for overreacting when I saw those texts, I guess I'm just used to being cheated on..." he nods lightly and focuses on his hands in his lap. I work my hair up into a ponytail, and I can feel him staring at me. "Stop staring at me you creep." He laughs, shaking his head back and fourth slowly, as his face flushes slightly. I secure the hair band and lean over to him. "Aw babe," I say mocking him,

"You're blushing like crazy!"

"Shut up." he smirks. Suddenly he reaches over and pulls me on to his lap. He clenches his jaw (which happens to be one of the hottest things he does) and goes straight for my neck. Sucking tenderly, I feel the vibrations of his voice on my neck. "You know what?"

"Hm?"

"You're so fucking sexy when you're mad."