(Attempts of) Poetry

Ache

It hurts too bad
It feels too much
Don't know why
This pain won't go away

Crying every night
Alone in my bed
My chest hurts
My heart aches
For what? For who?
I wish I knew

The tears keep rolling
Down and down my face
My sobbing getting louder,
I can't describe it
Feeling empty and sad,
Why is it this bad?

It takes my cheer
It feeds my sorrow
And everyday i hope
It'll get better tomorrow

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What is this pain that I'm feeling?
I think I'm going insane,
There's heartache and sadness,
Emptiness and pain.

It feels too real,
But it seems so fake.
There's no reason for me to cry,
But i do it either way.

Is it you?
Who's making me feel like this?
Give me a sign that I'm sane,
Give me a sign if this is real.

You don't know me,
I've never met you.
This connection is as possible
As humans in the moon.

Am I being insane?
My heart believes is fate?
My brain keeps telling me
To let it go,

This will never happen,
How can it be?
We're too far away.
There are too many obstacles to face.

And you don't even know i exist,
Not in the same way you're special to me.
You shine so bright,
Why do I feel like this?

The tears that fall, carry all the feelings i can't give.
I'm being naive, unreasonable and dumb, like every other teen.
Who dreams of forever love.
Is there even such a thing?

It's not for me,
A forever love
For even if our paths crossed,
I'm sure you wouldn't look back at me at all.

There are plenty out there,
So good for you
And i accept that
Even if my heart won't accept that truth

- D