Tired of fighting

Chapt: 13

I'm lying in bed when Luca comes in and sits on my bed.

"Hey uhm i have even worser news i can't give you those pills." He says.

I sit up." What do you mean." I wanted to trow him out my room because from just now about them telling it to that bitch but i wanna know why?

"Well if i give you those pills it may effect you." He says.

"Why could it infect me?" I ask.

"Well your about 4 months pregnant then does that pill not work and it will effect you." He says.

"What i-i don't wanna raise a baby?!" I say.

"I'm sorry Amor I can't do anything." He says standing up.

He walks out.

I'm sitting on my bed all confused.

Then a idea shot in my head.

First sleep and then mid midnight go downstairs.

For several hours i'm laying down on my bed not closing my eyes.

I look up to my clock and see its 2am.

I sit up and decided to go downstairs now.

Hopefully there is no one downstairs.

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TW IF YOUR HAVING THOUGHTS DONT READ IT!
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I walk downstairs slowly so that no one wakes up.

I walk to the kitchen and see that there is no one.

I grab a knife but before i stake myself i think for a bit.

Should i do this?

Of course! You wanna raise a baby up with your uncles eyes?

Flashback

"Where are you staring at?" My uncle yells at me.

I'm sitting on the couch while my aunt is trying to heal my wond.

I came downstairs while my uncle and aunt had a client.

Not a good moment to go downstairs.

I'm lucky they are helping me.....

"Your lucky we're helping you young lady!" My aunt say to me while putting a bandage on my stomach.

Like i said...

When i came down the client saw me and he immediately threatening my uncle and aunt.

And when they said no to him he shot me in my stomach.

For the first time they cared about me so I thought.

"If you think we care about you then your wrong. We only keep you alive because you keep us alive with your bloody money!" My uncle say and chuckles.

My aunt laugh."Now go upstairs i don't wanna see you anymore even tomorrow just go straight to school!" My aunt yells.

I stand up and walk upstairs with tears in my eyes.

Why does this hurt so much? They tell me those things everytime but i'm still crying about it?