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Of course you left at 2 am again. Thinking I wouldn't notice but I did.
And the pain I had because you left...I let it out on my body.
Cutts everywhere. And every cut had a meaning. Manly because of you.
But you were to busy to even notice that I'm going to die very soon.

5 years of relationship and It feels like I'm sleeping with a stranger.
The Jake I knew 5 years ago was way more different compared to the Jake this year.
Never answering any messages or any calls.

Sorry I was busy, was you excuse every time. It never changed.
And I knew that you were busy with sunghoon.

I love you, I'm saying this to you every night before we go to bed but the only thing you do is hum back as an answer.
Why can't I just stop loving you? Why is it so easy for you to love someone else? Why can't I do something like that?

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