Why Me?

Sigh

(Virgils POV)

I can't believe this is happening to me. The one person who was being nice to me, is working with my bully now!

"Ugh, look it's the anorexic freak!" Roman yelled, laughing. "Yeah, I hate him!" Destiny said, coldly (Destiny is the bully). They walked up to me and shouted, "WORTHLESS" in my face. "I know, I call myself that everyday." I said walking away with double birds in the air.

I pretended that it didn't bug me that another human called me worthless. I wondered what Destiny did to make Roman join her but, like, who wouldn't join her? I am worthless, so...

As I was walking down the school hallway I felt someone grab my hand and yank it, nearly opening my cuts. It was Roman... "I hate you! Everybody does" Roman screeched. He is probably angry that I didn't look like I felt bad that he called me worthless. "Heh, the thing is, no one can hate me as much as I do, Princey." I said walking away again, rubbing the arm he yanked.

As I was walking away I took a glance at Roman and he was blushing and he looked angry. I rolled my eyes and kept moving.

I walked up to the roof and leaned against the railing. So beautiful- the view. I wish I didn't have to be here, but I am. "You are pathetic." Destiny said. "I knooow~" I responded. "Let me make things easier for you." She said, grabbing my shoulders and pushing me harder against the railing, "Buh-byeee~" she said, shoving me off the roof.

I finally snapped out of it and realized I was falling. Falling. Falling. FALLING! "AHHHH-" I screamed. Then I hit the ground.

As soon as I hit the ground I woke up from my day-dream, still screaming as I jumped out of my chair IN THE
MIDDLE OF A SCHOOL CLASS! Since I was sitting in the back of the class, I backed up to the wall, still screaming, with my eyes pierced shut.

My teacher ran over to me, screaming, "Virgil, what's going on here?! Are you okay?!" Oh my gosh I could just hear the judgmental whispers of my classmates. My teacher grabbed my shoulders, "Breathe, Virgil, breathe..." she said, pulling me into a hug.

Mrs. Anderson always cared about me, although, I don't know why. No one should care about me, as my parents always say. She probably knows what I go through, or had panic attacks when she was my age.

"Open your eyes honey..." Mrs. Anderson said, sweetly. As I opened my  eyes I saw some people glaring at me, and some smiling at me. But no one except Mrs. Anderson was smiling a, " it's okay, Virge" smile. Oh no no no, they were smiling a "Yes! The loser stopped class! No more work!" smile. The people glaring were like, "Ugh, the anorexic freak is causing a disruption again!" This is why I hate high school!

Everything was a blur as Mrs. Anderson pulled me into the hallway to talk. "Virgil, dear, are you okay?"  Mrs. Anderson asked. "I- ah- e-eh- uh- n-no.." I muttered. "What happened?" She asked. 'Oh god' I thought. The worst thing ever is having to explain to your teacher why you jumped out of your chair screaming like you butt is on fire in the middle of class.

"I- I my dream a-and Roman and then D-Destiny a-nd shove and fall. Falling. Falling. FALLING!" I said, with my hands on the sides of my head and my eyes shut again. My breathing was fast and raggedy and my head was spinning.

"Virgil, Virgil! Please calm down! It's probably not as bad as you think, okay? It was just a dream! I'm here... tell me what happened calmly, okay?" Mrs. Anderson spoke, trying to calm me.

It wasn't as bad as I think. I am scared of everything though, so it seemed like I was dying.

I took a deep breath and spoke. I told her about my dream and how it affected me. She looked worried, but before she could say anything, Destiny walked out if the classroom and said, "Wow, the anorexic loser had a bad dream, hah- what a baby!"