MY TREASURE {TREASURE SPANKING}

Breakdown {Jaehyuk}

Notice: This is just a combining chapter from my other books and all of my stories based on the true events. If there're some changes, I'll let you know. 

Hope you enjoy this!

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//Jaehyuk's pov//

It wasn't a beautiful day in Korea. Specially today was my birthday

I was sitting on a chair, with my computer on the desk. Watching our MV when we were debuted, I accidentally scroll down and found out lots of comments under the video. I kept scrolling and scrolling, suddenlly stop by a negative comment about me. I read it, many, many times then shut down the computer.

I laid down on my bed, tried to forget the pain that comment puts on me. This feeling wasn't rare in this industry. Many idols and artists must have suffered with that for a long time, I'm pretty sure about that.

What if there were some other blames about me?

I grabbed my phone on the shelf nearby, went to Facebook. I searched my name and my group to see whether it became true.

Yeah, and it was.

I saw a blog giving opinion about Korean idols, most of which was written in a different language, but thanks to the dictionary, I succeeded to read it in Korean. The more I read, the guiltiness in my mind rose more.

People kept saying I was the most useless member in Treasure, despite our success recently. I have been famous just because of my long, thin legs, or why I was debuted without training more. One comment even said, without my legs, I would be nothing in such a young talented group like this.

Having an overall look, I found myself being a least talented member. Not only that, among us, I was the person who had little fame and effect to the company.

Maybe I should leave this group? They could go on without me, I was a burden in everyone's eyes, I don't deserve to be in Treasure.

NO! You can't think about that, Jaehyuk. Jihoon hyung still loves you, and so does the maknaes. The fans would miss me if I weren't there.

I kept wondering  when I heard the knock on the door and a cute voice from the outside

"Jaehyuk hyungie, are you in there?"

I opened the door, revealed a little boy named Junghwan.

"Yes, baby. What wrong?"

"Hyung, can I borrow your computer? I need to search for my assignment at my college..." Junghwan asked with puppy eyes.

"Ok, but have a rest if you are tired." I rubbed his hair "Don't like the last time you scared us by having a panic attack"

He nodded cheerfully, bent down to push the power button. I didn't want to bother him, so I left the room silently.

In this dorm were only me and Junghwan. The rest must do their private stuff and hobbies. I walked out of the room and went on a road.

Korean streets were usually quiet in the afternoon. It was sunny, boiling actually. I had walked about 20 minutes, when I stopped and pulled out my phone.

12 o'clock

Hyungs must have come home to cook lunch for us. That's their job to make sure every single member was healthy enough to practice. I loved their meals to be honest, but I wanted to keep fit. Recently I had been eating too much, as we had an annual party in our company last night. So, I decided to skip this meal.

When I returned back to my dorm, I saw Hyunsuk hyung was waiting for someone. I came closer, then a grip holding on my left arm. He pulled me inside, sat me down on the couch. I lifted up my head to see both the oldests taking a seat next to me.