epilogue ↠ johnten

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people thought their relationships were always happy since they had the same vibes, they looked happy together, they looked so in love.

but that's the only people who saw them.

ten boredly changing the channels, he looked up at the clock and it's already past twelve in the night. but johnny wasn't still home, he was now worried.

he promised to the man that he will not call him, johnny was mad at him for calling because it made the meeting ruined. that's why he didn't call him ever again after that.

until the door clicked, making ten look at it like a kid, smiling.

"john, why did you come home late?" ten asked.

the tall man just walked upstairs, didn't even bother to look at him, kiss him, or ask him why he's still awake. the small male eyes went on the dining, the food that he prepared for a couple of hours was still there.

"maybe he's tired..." he whispered, starting to clean up.

johnny already replaced his father's position at their company almost a month ago, that made johnny busy as fuck, ten reay don't want to say those but looks like the man suddenly forget him.

if johnny kissed him or hugged him suddenly? he would be the happiest man in the world.

but it sounds impossible... now.

"good morning, john. i made breakfast." ten greeted, smiling at the tall male came inside the kitchen.

the tall male didn't speak. he got bread and took a bite on it, taking a sip on the coffee that was all prepared at the table, after that, he left.

ten saw that, it made his heart ache. he always prepared a lot everyday, expecting the tall male join him in breakfast. but it's also impossible to happen.

he wants to understand him, but it just makes him tired of everything.

"good morning, yuna!" the thai male greeted their neighbor's child, the kid giggled and waved her hands.

"good morning, uncle tennie!" the kid greeted back.

"god is really testing me everyday about having a child." ten said, laughing.

"why don't you and uncle johnny try to make one, uncle tennie? so, you can't be alone anymore!" the kid said, making ten realize.

"hmm, i just realized it. but, you know. uncle johnny was really busy, so, it's impossible that we can make one early." he pouted, making the kid groan.

he just laughed before bidding a goodbye to her, he made his way back inside the house, started to do some chores since he was already done outside.

ten can't stop thinking about it, their friends were already having a child. all of them were happily married, ten witnessed it all. but how about him though?

engaged, financially stable, used to having a healthy relationship with johnny. but he can't say it is healthy now. what if they have a child? did ten will feel lonely like this? will he cry every night?

he has a lot of questions, he even understands why they are not married yet because of their family but having a child? they were making out everywhere, but johnny always secured the safety first.