P H A T

Chapter 43

Kiara POV

I was in my room watching tv thinking about the whole situation of me being pregnant.. I didn't know what I was going to do or where to start, and then on top of that King doesn't even want to be in the babies life. A knock at my door caused me to snap out of my thoughts.

"Come in" I said
"Can we talk?" King said closing the door
"Sure" I said

King came over and sat on my bed and I waited for him to speak.

"I'm sorry for the way I reacted when you told me you was pregnant it was just a shocker to me... I mean I ain't never actually got a girl pregnant or even had a pregnancy scare so when you told me I'm thinking you had to sleep with somebody else because I never got a female pregnant before but then I said I did take your virginity.." King said
"Yeah" I said
"So I'm sorry for what I said and how I came about the situation. My pops even yelled at me because of what I said to you" King said
"Yeah" I said
"So I'm telling you that I am going to be in my kid life and yes I still want to be with you" King said

I thought about everything king had said before I decided to speak on how I felt.

"I appreciate you so much for coming in here to apologize to me.. I also appreciate that you realize what you said was wrong. But I just feel like we rushed into this whole relationship thing.. I feel we moved way to fast. And I just feel like we just need to be friends and focus on our baby.." I said
"So you wanna end things?" King asked
"I don't want to completely end things. I love you I do and I believe that I am in love with you.. but I feel like this is just to much.." I said
"Kiara I don't want to be with anybody else though. I made a whole baby with you and you want to just end things like it never happened " King said
"I don't want to end things. I just feel like we need a break King" I said
"So that's how you feel?" King asked
"Yes.. I still love you King" I said
"I respect it. But I'm telling you that I don't want to be with nobody else.. but you." king said
"Okay and maybe one day we can get back together but right now we just need to be friends" I said
"Ight like I said I respect it" King said
"Okay" I said
"So can you tell me how far along you are?" King asked
"I'm 8 weeks pregnant which is 2 months and I'm due May 4th of next year" I said
"I had to get you pregnant the first time we did it then" King said
"Probably" I said
"What's wrong?" King asked
"I don't have any help. I have to do this all on my own. I need my mommy for this.." I said with tears in my eyes
"You know my parents gone help you ma you not alone in this ma" King said
"I know but sometimes I just wish I had my mama you know?" I said
"I know baby" King said
"But yeah we having a baby.." I said
"Do you wanna tell everybody?" King asked
"I honestly don't care if they find out. I'm not hiding my baby. I'm proud to be pregnant maybe this is what I needed" I said
"Probably is ma" King said
"Well I'm about to take a nap.. again I really appreciate what you said" I said
"You welcome. Ima be back to check on you in a hour" King said
"Okay" I said

King gave me a hug and a kiss on the forehead and he walked out the room. I turned my tv down just a little bit and cut my fan on and ended up falling asleep.

**Dreaming**

I woke up to a white room. I looked up and looked around to see nothing but white.

"Hello ?" I said
"Hey baby" I heard my ma said
"Mama?" I said
"It's me baby turn around" My ma said

I turned around to see my mama standing in a white dress smiling. I ran towards her and gave her a big hug.

"Mama" I said hugging her
"Hey baby. I miss you so much baby." My ma said
"I miss you too mama" I said
"Baby I'm so sorry how I treated you while I was living. I regret it so much! " my ma said
"I know mama and it's okay I forgave you a long time ago" I said
"How's my grandson?" My ma said smiling
"Grandson? Mama I'm having a boy?" I asked smiling
"Yes baby it's a boy. " My ma said smiling
"Wow" I said
"Now I'm here with you every step of the way. Even though I'm not there physically I'm there spiritually" My ma said
"Mama I just wish you were here" I said
"I know but know that I am happy and I'm free" My ma said smiling
"And there's one more thing I have to tell you before you wake up.. the man that killed me is your- " My ma said

***End of dream***

I woke up breathing heavy. My fan was still blowing on me and the tv was still playing. I had this crazy dream that my mama said I was having a baby boy and my mama was about to tell me who killed her.. I suddenly felt tears come to my eyes. I didn't know what any of this meant.. I'm scared I'm lost and I'm worried. I wish I could've knew what she was going to say. I got up and slipped my bedroom shoes on and went to the bathroom and splashed water on my face.. mama whatever you are trying to tell me send me signs..

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