It was six o'clock at night when you walked into your apartment, throwing your things every which way as you made it to your bedroom.
You let your purse fall off of your shoulder, staring at the mattress before just letting yourself fall on it.As soon as your face was buried in the cushion you felt your eyes sting, tears starting to fall.
You turned onto your back, wiping your eyes with your forearm to try and stop them. But the tears just kept coming
Sitting up, you look over to your phone, wanting to text him, because you needed him. But you felt too selfish to do that; just staring at your phone for a good five minutes
"Damnit, why?" you whispered out as you fell back on your bed and laid on your side
You had visited your parents because, well, they're your parents.
But your parents, were not as good as the other parents you knew.
They would love to manipulate you, make you feel bad, and make it seem like you never did anything for them.And you realized that your parents were pretty toxic when you were 14, but being 14, it wasn't like you could leave. You couldn't even drive yet
So you just had to take it
They would say bad things about you when you were there, and when you were gone to school. They would talk bad about you with your grandma and, when you found out it broke your heart.
Your parents, your mom specifically, would say things like,
"You never do anything for us"
"When your father and I grow old we're gonna have to fend for ourselves, because you obviously don't care about us"
"You're always whining about something"
"(Y/n), you're never happy, or satisfied. Are you?"
And a lot more other things that would make you feel unimportant, or like a bad daughter. But you still tried to do good for them.
Helping them when they were sick
Trying to clean, and do your chores properly
Cooking when they asked you, even though you didn't like cooking big meals
And you did all of this because out of your other two siblings, you did the most to make them happy. So they would be proud of you.
Your older sister was so rude to them, and they just let her be. She didn't do her chores correctly. And she was always talking about running away to the state where her online boyfriend lived.
Your little brother, well, he was five. So he couldn't do much anyways.
But that being said they put a lot of the parenting responsibility for your brother onto you. Staying in their room, and smoking their weed most of the time
Now, your parents weren't drug addicts, but you can think of enough times where your mom took your money to buy her weed with it.
And then never paid you back most of the time.
Now, you did have some good memories with your parents.
When they took you on a trip to another continent, but that was kind of only cause your grandma wanted to go
When they would let you have some of their food
And when they did get fast food for you as a treat.
But so many of the bad times trump over the good times. And you had learned to just keep your emotions down, and push down the bad times to only try and think a out the good times
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