i've got too many tabs open
and my room is always a mess
but i procrastinate again and again
i add to the stress but feel even less
dude what's the deal?
i'm forgetting how to feel
i procrastinate my emotions
until i don't even feel real
i don't have the time or energy
to deal with the things i can't feel
crying takes too much of me
will these wounds ever heal?
why is feeling so toilsome?
why am i always so numb?
why is it so unbelievably straining
just to breathe air through my lungs?
my room is always a mess
i've got too many tabs open
just when i've got strength to tidy
my world clutters up again
