≼ 𝒮𝓊𝓃-𝒦𝒾𝓈𝓈ℯ𝒹 'ℭ𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔪𝔢𝔯' ≽ ¹⁸+

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You opened the door of your two bedroom apartment, which was surprisingly hushed. Stepping inside you quietly made way to your bedroom, eyes didn't missed wandering around the lone kitchen and living room.

Shuffling onto your bed, you let your body rest on the fluffy mattress.

You didn't feel exhausted nor felt the need to sleep. It was one in the morning. Is this how feels when you go through a breakup?

You had a boyfriend.

But.

A distraction.

You lived with your brother's best friend.

He was an fallen angel. Sweet and charming and kind and the list goes on; you didn't have words to describe how good of a human being he was as if god decided to put all the happiness in him and- You mentally cursed for again thinking about him in that way. It's not like you never let those innocent fantasies run wild in your mind. And whenever those things turned a little wild, you ended up fulfilling the needs of your body. Rolling down and wrapping the sheets little tighter to your body you closed your lone eyes, thinking about the fake boyfriend who had fell hard for you.

"I really like you, baby."

"B-but I don't, and never did...you know who I like. And you also agreed when I told you the reason. Then how come you're changing all my plan?"

"Listen, I know you only wanted to jealous your roommate. I know okay? but it's not in my hand if I catched feelings for you!"

"That's not my fault either. And I think we should end this fake dating thingy between us."

"Why don't you accept me? huh? That boy doesn't even give a damn about you! we can be a great couple, give it a try, baby-"

"Drop the act and stop calling me that. No one is here to listen."

"You know what? fuck you! and that idiot roommate of yours! go and get his attention which he'll never give you. Your not even that beautiful, he will never choose you. Mark my words. Bye. Forever."

Ahhh.

Emotional damage.

He surly was right though, you looked down at yourself, and if this didn't made you fall on your knees and cry the hell out.

Tired of crying you sat on the floor, "nothing is going to change even if I cry for hours, let's face the reality." motivating yourself little. You made your way to the attached bathroom and took a quick shower and changed into night shorts and tee. You were drying your hair with the towel, but the voice which came from the other side of wall made you stop dead on the spot.

"Is he? n-no this can't be. Or maybe?...I- I should sleep. Y-yeah," with that you rolled on bed and closed your eyes. That bed cracking noise you didn't heard after a minute or two. Thoughts started running wild, the thought of your long time crush and also the best friend of your brother having sex with some girl in the same house as you, scratched your heart. As if you were trying to find anything more triggering, tears started pouring down making your shoulders shake and lips to tremble, "he will never like me, never..." till sleep enveloped your mind.