LOVE OR REVENGE

First Attack

It has been few months since Sarah started working with Bts. A lot has happened in those month. A global epidemic called corona has spread all over the world. All countries have stopped every institutions, offices, schools and colleges. People all over the world are confined to their homes now. BTS has to hold on the world tour of their "Map Of The Soul" album also.

Members felt a little sad because they didn't have a world tour, but they were happy also. Because the investigation behind their death threats letter didn't progress that well. The police are not getting any lead of this case. And they still have these letters coming. Though the police have said, a large association might be working behind it. Maybe there are many influencing people working to sponsor the haters. That's why police are unable to find their footsteps. They might be removing all the proofs. However, their names are yet to be ascertained. So the police have asked Bighit to be careful always.

Like the threats in the letter, the members has never been directly attacked or hurt. In fact, they don't go out of the door much after the Corona epidemic has come. They practice in the dorm. They are provided eith all the facilities for thier practice in thier dorm. They are all gasping for breath in this captive life. They had always used to that life when they were under the camera light, because that's how they could always meet their beloved Army. But now they don't get to meet their Army for a long time.

However, this corona epidemic was a kind of more good than bad to Bts. Because, in a way, this pandemic has kept BTS and their Army safe from those haters.

Bts and their bodyguards have developed a very good relationship in the last few months. They had to spent the whole time of this lockdown together. They gossip together at night and sometimes had a barbecue party. Everyone's days are going very well.

And Sarah and Namjoon are great friends now. The two of them have often seen sitting in the small garden chatting and laughing. They can't stop talking  while both of them are together. Their thinking, mindset are similar. And both of them are the leaders of their own team. So they understand each others perspective very well.

They don't need to have a topic to talk to. They can talk about books, music, politics, religion and others without any kind of awkwardness or discomfort. They both get along very well.

Nowm Namjoon is sure that he loves Sarah. Sarah's smile, her personality, her thinking about life are all that attracts him to her. Namjoon cannot resist himself when Sarah smiles at him. Her beautiful, sad eyes which looks like a deep ocean makes him love her more. He feels totally lost when look at her mesmerizing eyes.

Rm can understand Sarah just by looking at her. He feels every feeling of her mind. He knows now that Sarah is not such a serious or quiet type girl. Her past has snatched her far away from her normal life. Though Sarah never told RM about her past and RM had never asked anything . But RM could feel that her past is so painful. He realizes that Sarah is living with a lot of pain in herself.

Whenever he see her dark brown sad eyes, he couldn't resist himself from hugging Sarah and consolimg her, holding her hands and keeping her safe in his arms. But he will never get to do that. Because his place in Sarah's life is nothing but a good friend. He knows this very well.

Because namjoo comes to konw that another person's name is written in the heart of the person he loves. Whom Sarah loves very much...whom she has not yet forgotten and will never be able to forget. She loves that person more than her own life.

Though Sarah never told Namjoon these thinh. But RM one day understood this by one of Sarah's words. Sarah seemed to be very upset that day. When they were talking, suddenly she said that love is never forgotten. And she knew the pain of loosing the person someone loved. She would never forget Rahat. But after saying that name, Sarah didn't say another word.