I don't eat my own KIND

update 5: Why did I fall in love with you (Memoirs)part 2

natagalan magisip...malapit ng masilayan si Pamela Gumamela

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Jasper POV

sayang hindi ko nakausap si Cloe, gusto ko pa naman syang yayain mag date parang peace offering ko sa kanya...Ako pa naman ang chef nya ngayon bubusugin ko sya para ako lang ang tanging tao na  maiisip niya. I love it gagayumahin ko sya, in her food laki ng bituka nun. parang cutting machine...ubos agad..nanalo nga yun sa mga eating contest walang wala sa kanya yung mga contestant patibayan ng loob, patagalang ngumuya hehehe..nakakatuwa naaalala ko pa nung kami pa sya ang umuubos ng mga nasasayang kong product na cakes..naging user tuloy ako pero nang dahil dun nasasabi kong mahal na mahal niya ako sinasabi nya talaga kung gaano kasarap o kapangit yung mga niluluto ko hindi sya plastik na tao maliban na lang kung ayaw nyang mapahiya.

kasalanan ko naman ang lahat kundi nga lang meron akong gantong disorder na Identity crisis edi sana okay na ang lahat 50/50 ba naman ang chance ko. jusme napakahirapp lalo na palpak na ang lovelife ko. dulot  ng matinding Global Warming na natamo ko. Oh fuck hate this awful life.

ito rin siguro ang nararamdaman ng mga lalaking kagaya ko nasobrahan sa biyaya ng Diyos.Ayos na kung talented ako pero anong napala ko Imma Good looking not just an average one but one of the greatest creation at all. I hate the fact but thanks to Cloe I accept this fate. narcisist na ako kung yan ang naiisip nyo whatever kahit sa panignin lang ni Cloe kontento na ako.

Yung feeling na pigil sa nararamdaman ko sa kanya kasi hindi pwedeng kami ang magkatuluyan hanggang sa huli. believe me or not I really do love Maru,hes way to unique than Cloe. Hindi ko ma explain kung anu yun basta may sparks between me and him. isa syang shooting star,nagising na lang ako isang umaga meron na akong nararamdaman kay Maru, I know that this is a gay thing but Im proud to be.

 I recieve text from Maru

        hey jasper I have interesting information about Cloe,you should not miss this conversation. Come here @ our favorite meeting place. 6:30pm don't be late you will love to hear this. XD

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 Jasper POV again~

        I thought he hate her thats why I dont want him being close enough to my Cloe. I feel bad for this sudden meeting, first he didn't bother to inform me that he teach here in our school, second he don't plan to be the school doctor it creeps me out. maybe I should confront him.

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fastforward

now at Coffee Cojjee my own Shop. This shop is my pride and Joy againts my parents on not letting me to do what I want. All my employees here are well trained and  you can find peace here a perfect venue for family,lovers,childrens/students and specially some International tourist which keeps coming here. see I smell the breeze of success...its highly automated facilities..thanks to my inspirations it helps me to improve my weakness or just my way of thinking.

so ayan nagmayabang na ako pero kulang pa yan..sa malalaman nyo.

maayos naman ang lahat, Ako pa din ang nagmamanage nito kapag weekends nga lang. hindi naman ako robot para pagsabayin ko.

"Young Master, Good evening, Master Maru was waiting you at the Cassiopeia VIP room. He seems so happy together with his girlfriend."

"what did you just say." I retorted to her.

"what do you mean young Master? is there anything wrong on what I've said before?"

"Who's girlfriend again?"