People may say I've been a shit friend.
Not making time nor effort towards them.
People may say I'm been selfish.
I'm ignoring them and don't care about them.
I say yes I'm being selfish.
Because I've been trapped in my friends light for so long I didn't even know myself.
I pushed my dreams aside
Just so I could be your ride or die.
Now I've ghosted for a while
You call me a bad friend
I found my own voice, own style own dreams and became my own ride or die.
All I'm trying to say if your true friend,
you'll understand I have love for you and I'm here for you.
Just give me time as we are all grown now.
Work, family, health and mental state affects us all in different ways.
So yes plans may have to be rearrange.
Yes I may not always hear from me.
Don't mean you don't cross my mind.
I'd rather come back to you my friends as the outgoing, amazing shine bright, dancing funny loveable VanVan ;) you know and love.
Than as a woman who's lost in your light and can't stand on her own two feet.
True friends will respect and some will sadly not get it and will leave its okay if you do as I always love you no matter if your in my life or not.
I have you and myself too
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شِعرJust all the little things I have locked away. These are what I just have to say. Read it your own way as hey this is just what I say.
