A Twin's Love

Having a twin is one of the greatest blessings in the world. Your souls feel connected in a way. Because they are. No love will ever feel like a twin's love. They're like your soulmate, you feel lost without them. If something ever happened to them, it would destroy you completely. It's like losing half of yourself. You'd do anything and everything for them, to satisfy them. You feel as if y'all could never be separated...
     But that's exactly what happened. He's not dead. I got out of our toxic household but his poor self is stuck there. No where to go. No one to talk to. He's stuck. He acts like he's happy but I have this feeling and I know he's not. I know what he feels and he knows what I feel. And we feel each other's pain. That's part of being a twin that no one in this world except for another twin will ever understand. I haven't talked to him in forever. It feels like years, and there's nothing I can really do about it. I just have to accept it. But I can't.
     We may act like we hate each other by bickering and having fist fights but deep down we love each other more than anyone or anything in this world and we both know it. But we've never told each other that. And ever since we got separated, that feeling of love has gotten more clear and distinct, it feels like. The love I have for him is a very different and unique kind of love. Like I said, it's a twin's love.