I'm depressed, I know I am, I'm just a worthless piece of shit that can't do anything except annoy people til they leave, I can't even keep my emotions in check and become a selfish jealous bitch whenever she talks to you.
I know I shouldn't I know I have no reason to act that way, I'm just scared you'll choose her company over mine, not that it would make a difference since we hardly talk anyways, suppose I can't get upset over something I cause, I don't message or ask so I suppose that's on me.
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How depression feels/has affected me
RandomThis is just going to be a collection of statements on how depression has affected me and how I think over the years, it won't be updated frequently, most likely when I have bad episodes click away if it isn't for you