Can't Stay Hidden

Walking on Set

Today will be my first day on set of my brand new movie. I'm absolutely terrified because while I am well known and have done some movies I have not worked with such amazing actors before. The stars of this movie are Timothée Chalamet, Noah Schnapp, Bailee Madison, myself, and fucking Sandra Bullock! I've known Noah for a few years and we are good friends but everyone else is brand new and honestly I'm scared.

I wake up and hop in the shower before getting dressed. I decide on a pair of black jeans with a tight black cropped tank and a flannel. I put on some light make up and wear my hair down. I stare at myself in the mirror and take a deep breath. I do my best not to break down. Rumors about this movie and the cast came out a few weeks ago and the media has been terrible ever since. I can't even look at your phone because all I see is people saying that I am just an entitled princess that does not deserve to be in this movie.

My parents are the Jennifer Garner and Ben Affleck. I love them so much but their career has made my life very public and it gets frustrating. People watch my every move and criticize everything I do. I know that it doesn't matter what people think but I can't help feeling hurt. I have worked so hard to build a career and I wish people knew how grateful I was for my life instead of calling me a brat. I just hope that I can prove myself in this new movie and not become a joke. I was already labeled as a party girl and that was bad enough.

I then head downstairs where my mom is making me a smoothie. I sit down at the island and she walks over with my smoothie and kisses my cheek. "Good Morning Sweetie. You excited to start shooting today?" She says as she sits next to me clearly ecstatic about my new film.

"Yes but I'm also so nervous I could shit my pants!"

"Y/N!" She scolds while trying to hold back her laughter. "You got this, you are so talented just don't forget to have fun!"

"I know I just don't want to embarrass myself. Everyone else in there was not born into the industry and I don't want people thinking I got this part because of my parents." I say fidgeting with my hands clearly on edge.

She grabs my hands to steady them and says "Baby I know your nervous but your father and I would never let you pursue this if you did not have the talent. This is all you, just remember that. We did nothing to get you this role so just ignore everyone else!"

I give my mom a big hug and then get up realizing it's about time for me to go. I throw on my AF1's and a pair of ray-bans and grab my car keys walking to the garage. I start the car and pull out of the driveway and start my drive to the set. I call Noah on the way to see if he is just as nervous as me. He picks up immediately...

"Hey Noah!"

"Hey Y/N"

"Are you freaking out about filming today?"

"Yes, We're working with Chalamet and Bullock, like this cannot be real"

"I know. Sandra is literally my idol, like holy shit"

"Oh come on, your so badass you got this! Also I'm pulling in so I'm gonna go in before I breakdown"

"Okay, Love you and see you soon"

I pull into the parking lot about 15 minutes later and am met by my manager, Jess, who is clearly unhappy because I am running late as always. The two of us make our way to my trailer and Noah comes busting through the door.

"Hey!!! Dude I just walked around the set and it is absolutely amazing!" He gives me a big hug and the two of us chat about the script for a few minutes before going to see the rest of the cast and crew. My manager comes to get us and we head out to make proper introductions. We walk in and my eyes immediately land on her.