Tarlos at hard times

part 3

Carlos pov

Some weeks past. I was finishing school. I was gonna be a cop. I was looking forward to it. Tk had already started work. But calmly because he had just finished his education. We planned to move in together when I would be done and find a job. I was moving to Tk. I was gonna miss my parents but I wanted to be with my boyfriend. Tk was looking at some houses and then told me about the ones he been at and we decided on the best and when I would come.

My parent came to see me graduate. I didn’t know Tk was there. He surprised me when I came down. I smiled happy to see him. He hugged me softly. Tk meet my parents again but as my boyfriend. We had a all a good time. Tk was staying with me for 2 days to when I was moving to him. I was nervous but also looking forward for it. When it came closer I said good bye to my parents and left with tk. I fell asleep in the car. We were holding hands. I felt happy with him.
We went the next day to look at apartments. We found one and bought it. We moved in. I was so happy being with Tk. I didn’t leave Tk at all because I didn’t wanna lose some of my time with him. He didn’t mind so it was okay. Tk’s parents were helping us. They were really kind. We were alone now. Tk was in the shower. I was sitting in the sofa. I wanted to go in with him but I didn’t know if I should. Maybe he doesn’t want that. I fiddled with my hands thinking a lot.
“Babe?” Tk said from the shower.
“y-yeah?” I asked.
“You wanna come? I can hear you thinking from here” Tk said laughing teasing me. I laughed a little and got up to him. I went in. Tk was naked he smiled softly at me. I looked away shy seeing he didn’t hide his private part. Tk laughed.
“It’s okay babe come” Tk said giving his hand. I took off my clothes. Tk looked at my face to give me privacy seeing I was nervous. He didn’t look down so I wouldn’t get nervous. I went in the shower with him.
(warning a NSFW)
“I hope you are okay with this. Tell me if not” Tk said going closer to me. I felt my heart go faster but not in a bad way. He took his lips on my lips and bit and sucked it. I moaned. Tk smiled when he came out and went back kissing my deeply taking in his tung in. I kissed back. He got really in to it. And went on me closer his dick touching me. I moaned. He pushed me against the wall. He pushed his hip and dick in to me. I moaned and kept kissing him. He was really on me. He took my legs up. He thrusted more. I moaned more. He was so in to it. I didn’t stop him I wanted it too. Tk took me a little away tasking his fingers in my but whole. He looked at me before doing it.
“You okay it will hurt a little I will be careful” Tk said softly. I nodded wanting him inside me. He smiled softly and did as he said. I flinched but kept my self together for him to open my but hole fully. Some tears went down my face I cried in pain. When he was done he took me down again and put his dick in me. I moaned.
“You ready?” I asked softly.
“Y-yeah” I said having my arms around his neck. He pushed in. I went against the wall. I moaned hard. I had never felt this way. It was overwhelming. My head went up moaning everytime he pushed in to me. I had my eyes closed. Tk held my dick while pushing in and out. He had his eyes closed some but also looked up at me some times. He moaned too.
“i-i am getting close b-babe” Tk said pushing in to me. I moaned again. I had my hand his Tk’s hair. It made him more hard. I loved it. He pushed one more time this time he hit the place and I cumed and moaned load. Tk cumed by hearing me cum. Tks head went on my chest as he cumed. We were both breathing heavy.
“dam that was good” Tk said so in to it. He moved some around. My head went back and my breath shaked. It felt really good. He went out after. I fell forwards.
“omg” Tk said caughting me. He hugged me softly. I just leaned on him.
“I love you Carlos” Tk said softly kissing the top of my head.
“i-i..I love..you too” I said between breaths. He smiled softly and helped me watch my self and him. He dried me after. He took me to bed and put on boxers on me. He already put it on. I took his hands at took him over me. He smiled and hugged me softly i took the blanket over us. We cuddled to we fell asleep.
(It’s over:) )
Next day
 
Tk took me to meet his guy friend. He was nice but when Tk and he started talking. I became sad seeing how much Tk laughed and looked happier. He hit on tk. In font og me knowing if he is mine. I said I felt sick and left. He asked me If I was okay worried before I left. I said I was okay. He let me go. But I could see he care but I still felt like the guy would be better for Tk. And he was much better looking then me. I went home to the apartment and locked my self in the bathroom. I cried thinking about it. Tk was gone for so long. He was late for dinner. I told him when dinner was but he never answered or text back. I ate alone and went to bed. Tk came home feeling bad. But he didn’t wake me up. I had cried my self to sleep. Tk ate the food I had made.
Next day I went to first day at work I was so nervous. But it went well. I wanted to surprised Tk with coming to see him at lunch when I saw him with his friend. He was laughing smiling so happy. It was like a deep stab to the heart. I felt my eyes tear up. I went to my bathroom and got a knife. I took against my wrist but I couldn’t I didn’t want Tk to find out. I started to think that I need to do it to realise the pain. Tears were going down my face. Knowing Tk was falling for someone else.
It made sense because I am nothing to what Tk is. I can’t stand close to his standards. What he deserves. I don’t know or understand how he wanted me. It makes no sense to me. But he told me to stop thinking about it so I did. I took off my pants and took up my boxers cutting close to my private part. My breathing shivered. It felt reliving as I cut down in my skin. I bleed. I cried some more. I cut another one. It was bleeding some so I stopped and took paper around. I took a shaking breath. I wiped the tears and put bandages around the wound. I took on my clothes and went back to work. I pretended like nothing. I didn’t come home because I knew Tk was there. I didn’t wanna see him it just hurt. He texted me asking where I was I didn’t answer. I worked over time. Not wanting to go home. When it was over I bought some food and ate it before going home.
I went in the door. Tk was sleeping. I was that later. I took my stuff where it was supposed to be and went to the bathroom. I changed the bandages. I didn’t stitch it. I know I should but I want it to hurt. I took on sleeping pants. I went to bed. I looked at Tk for some minutes. He looked happy and peaceful sleeping. I turned my back to him and held my breath to I fell asleep. Or passed out.
Next day. Tk was already gone when I woke up. I went out and to work. Tk was spending time with his friend. I did my work today too but this time they took me out on action. I went out with a collage. I ran after someone who was trying to get away.
The guy had got someone to drive to where he was running to. I was running after him in an alley. I ran and came to a road with a alley longer in but I didn’t see the car who was driving fast on purpose to hit me. It was a blind zone for me. He hit me. I fell on the car shield. It happened so fast seconds from I was running to I was laying on the car barely awake. The guy I was running after. Told the guy who hit me to get me off. My eyes were open but I was slowly passing out or close to it. My head started to bleed. I had never gotten hurt. Broken anything. I barely felt anything. It scared me knowing that can’t be good. I felt numb. The guy in the car got and pushed me off. Pushing me off the car and too the hard ground. It hurt me more. I hit my head again when I fell and hit the hard ground. My eyes went up as I hit my head again.
“Shit” one of the guys said.
“w-what s-should w-we d-do?” one guy said.
“j-just g-get a-away” the guy who I was running after said. They got in the car and went back the way he came. I just laid there. My eyes had closed. Blood bleeding out of my head to the ground. I just laid there. My co-workers found me eventully and called 9-1-1. Tk wasn’t on the parametric team that went out so Tk didn’t know. I was seriously injured. They found out I was bleeding internally and oppretted to let the bleeding go out of my skull so I wouldnt die. I had lost a lot of blood. My hip had been broken. They couldn’t be sure of the head damage before I would get out. If I was paralyzed or not. They werent sure. Theonly thing was to wait. They called my parents because they were on my list. Tk wasn’t. Mom and dad didn’t know his number. So Tk had no idea.
When I was out of surgery. I just laid in the bed. I had stuff on me monitoring my hear and blood sugar and breathing. I was breathing on my own I hadn’t damage my lungs. I had hurt my back too but not broken. I had some few purple marks around my body but they werent serious. They monitored them incase it would get bad and I would need surgery. Tk took as me not coming home as taking longer shift. But he got worried the next day when I wasnt in bed. But he tried to tell him self I had been avoiding him and maybe wanted to end stuff so he didn’t try and push on getting me back. He couldn’t concentrate fully because he was thinking about me. Some days passed and he hadn’t seen me. He had called me many times but I hadn’t answered.
 
About a week later.
 
My parents has stayed with me the whole time. I was starting to wake up. I hadnt been in a coma but my head injury didn’t let me wake up. I started to slowly wake up. Mom and dad was right beside my bed.
“Carlos?” mom asked getting up going in front of me. I slowly opened my eyes when I realised what happened last I jumped up a horrible pain went through my body.
“ah ahh ah” I said in horrible pain. Dad got an doctor.
“l-lay down s-sweaty” mom said sat tearing up. I looked at her scared. A doctor came and helped me lay back down.
“It’s good that you felt pain in your hip it means you have feelings and are not parslized” she said softly. I let go a deep breath.
“You broke your hip but you will be okay. Just need to rest to you have healed fully. They tested me and I didn’t seem to have any brain problems. You were really lucky. The doctor left to let me be alone with my parents.
“we couldn’t get Tk we didn’t know how to find him. He doesn’t know” mom said worried feeling horrible for not being able to get Tk here.
“It’s okay... he is falling for someone else” I said sad looking down. Mom made a sad face.
“I am so sorry sweaty” mom said sad. Holding my hand. I started to tear up.
“aw baby” mom said hugging me softly. I started to cry. I just wanted Tk. And now he would of course leave me. I felt hopeless. Mom hugged me for long. Dad hugged me after.
“you will find someone else don’t let it take you down” dad said. It didn’t really feel like that. I had never went so hard for someone and them actually liking me back. I looked at my phone when my parents left to get food. I saw all of the missed text and calls. I read through them all. He seemed worried. I listen to his voice mails. I felt tears when I heard him say he was worried about me and missed me. I know he wouldn’t do this if he didn’t care about me. I cried some before texting him that I was okay.
He called me. I was to nervous to answer. I was still scared he would leave if he knew I couldn’t get up from bed alone. And that I can’t walk for a long time fully on my self because of the injury to my hip. I texted him an location. He put it in map and got really worried. He texted back asking if I was okay. I told him I wasn’t fully but I would be. He said he would come. I told my parents they left to let me have space with Tk. Tk came after a little. He was followed to my room. He went in and started to tear up when he saw me. I had bandages around my head and still some purple marks. It had started to fade but still was a little there. He went to me some tear going down his face.
“w-what h happ-end?” Tk asked trying not to cry to stay strong for me.
“I was hit by a car when I ran after a guy. I hit my head really bad. I have been out for a week. They said I am fine now just need to wait to my hip is fully healed” I said looking down.
“your hip?” Tk asked worried sitting down on the bed looking at me.
“it broke. But they got it back together and I should be fine” I said. Tk took his hand on mine taking it holding it. I tensed a little at first just out of surprise. I still where doubting if he wanted me. Tk looked at me he had seen my reaction. He let go of my hand. Some more tears filled his eyes. He got up.
“s-sor-r-ry” Tk said with fully glassed eyes. I took my hand on his arm.
“d-dont g-go” I said.
“You been distant d-d-do..” Tk said shaking some tears going down his face.
“no I don’t want to break up. I love you so so much. It hurts when you are with Dav. He likes you he is hitting on you even when I was there. I..he is so much better then me. I wouldn’t judge you if you would brake up with me over him” I said sad tearing up.
“I don’t want him as my boyfriend. I want you. You are the one I want and love. I don’t like him. I missed you so much. I love you so much I just want you” Tk said going on the bed going over me. I looked and followed his eyes. He kissed me softly. I took my hand on his cheek. We both was really in to it and kissed hard back. Tk let go and kissed my forehead and sat down beside me on the bed. He took my hand and held it. I leaned on him. Dad and mom came with food and we ate. Tk stayed with me in the hospital. When I could come home he helped me. He helped me do normal stuff I couldn’t do. He helped me shower and out on clothes. He was always there for me. It meant a lot. We went home and I stayed in bed for the next weeks.
“Carlos?” Tk asked walking over to me coming with some glass of water. I took it and drank it.
“yeah?” I asked after. Putting it on the bed table. Tk sat down on the bed taking my hands.
“Do you wanna go back out there?” Tk asked caring supporting me no matter what.
“yeah I do. I hope that’s okay?” I asked caring knowing it hurt him to see me hurt.
“I want you to be happy” Tk said sad. I took my arms out. He went in to me carefully. I hugged him softly.
“I love you” Tk said in my neck.
“I love you too” I said softly. We cuddled. I needed to shower some hours later. When that came Tk got up and started to help me sit up. He moved me slowly so it wouldn’t hurt. He took me and hugged me while cleaning me. I leaned and held on to him. Tk took my arm on his shoulder. I walked slowly. It hurt a little but it was good to move it wasn’t dangerous If I was carefully. He put shampoo in my hair and moved his hand around in my hair. I closed my eyes enjoying it also not to get soap in my eyes  
“I talked with Dav and told him I have a boyfriend and you are my life. He was rude talking about you so I broke it off” Tk said softly and caring.
“It’s means a lot that you want me instead” I said caring looking at him.
“of course I want you” Tk said softly. Tk turned the water on and got all the soap and shampoo off me. After he was done he got a towel and dried me. After that he helped me take on my clothes. I looked at him do it. I focused on standing still. Tk went up again when he was done.  He took his hand around my neck and used the opportunity to kiss me softly. I kissed back. After some We walked back. He feed me. Tk wanted to do it. I could do it my self but he insisted. After that we cuddled and fell asleep.
 
A while later
 
I was going back to work. It felt refreshing. I woke up today seeing it was really foggy. Like really. I told tk. Tk had a later shift. So it was just me going to work. I kissed him good bye and left. It was a long hard day. It was so foggy it was hard to even see.
 
Tk pov
 
It was so foggy. I was scared to go out but I needed food. The fridge was empty. I walked out not able to see anything. I went the store. But I got lost. The air was thick that I started to struggle to breath. I had asthma as a child so I think it rubbed of. I walked trying to find the store. I tripped and fell. I steped over. It hurt like hell and I fell down. I breathed fast and that didn’t help. I started to struggle really bad. I took my phone up and called dad because I didn’t wanna scared Carlos. I told him I couldn’t breath and where I was. Dad got his crew out he is firefighters. I was struggling really bad. My lungs where barely rising. I was starting to pass out. Dad came and they found me. The tried there best to help me. I was crying scared I would die. Tears going down my face while they intubated me. Dad held my hand seeing the tears go down my face.
“Shh its gonna be okay” dad said softly. They put the tube in to my throat. I breathed a little but I was still struggling. They took me in the ambulance and drove me to the hospital. Dad called Carlos. Carlos meet me in the hospital. I was checked and stuff. They took the tube out when my lungs had got all the toxic stuff out. I held Carlos hand as it was uncomfortable to be taken out. Carlos hugged me softly after proud of me.
“You feeling better?” Carlos asked worried kissing my hand softly.
“yeah” I said softly.
“I shouldn’t have went out it was stupid” I said embarrassed.
“no you are not stupid Tk. You were just hungry don’t take your self down” Carlos said kissing my hand. I looked at him sad. He got up and hugged me softly.
“I love you” Carlos said softly.
“I love you too” I said taking my arms around his neck taking him closer to his lips hit mine. I kissed him softly. He smiled and kissed me back. Dad walked in while we’re making out.
“wow wow” dad said turning around. Carlos smiled laughing a little. I smiled softly.
“S-sorry dad” I said laughing a little. Carlos went off me. Dad came and gave us some water. I drank it. Carlos looked at me the whole I drank it. He smiled softly when I looked at him. Dad could see we’re both in love. Carlos held my hand again. We stayed to the fog went enough down. Carlos helped me to the car. My foot hurt when walking so Carlos helped me. I am so in love. So so so much. I leaned on him I the car. He took his arm around me. I fell asleep. Carlos carried me to our apartment. Dad helped with opening the doors. Carlos laid me down in out bed. Carlos said good bye to my dad. He left and Carlos made dinner. I woke up a little later and hoped over to the kitchen. Carlos saw me and helped me half of the way. He helped me sit down. I wanted wanted be with him. He made food while we talked. We ate after. I was really happy to have him. I love him so much.