Willry/Helliam stuff- help

Fear

(Warning: Suicide, mentioning of death, and mentioning of anymore sensitive topics.)

"I don't think you understand that you made me unhappy in the end, Will-"
"-Dave.."
"Whatever..."

There was a long silence between the two men. Then the short sandy haired one continued, pain in his voice. A heart filled with guilt and sorrow.

"You tell me that you...love me- yet you took away my happiness. All because of what? Jealousy? Anger issues? Mental health reasons I don't care about?"

The tall lanky Brit stayed silent, looking down at the floor to try and keep his composure, to be patient with the male he can't live without. Even if the words were starting to sting, he still did his best to cooperate with the other man, and his own heart that too filled with sorrow.

"I didn't mean to hurt you....I was angry because you left me for her.....you abandoned me....abandoned Michael too....."
"I didn't abandon ANYONE Dave...or ....whatever" a enraged sigh fell from Henry. Pure anger starting to slip it's way out, in a good but bad way all at once.

"I didn't abandon anyone...You were still in my life while I was with Emilie, I didn't abandon you Dave! When the hell did I push you away? I saw you as my best friend and I considered you part of my family. Yet you thought it was okay to kill my child?! That's what I'm angry about! I didn't abandon Michael or anything...You took my baby girl's life and I cannot ever forgive you for that OR forget what you had done to her and those other children that had gone missing."

Tears began to form in his eyes. Anger, sadness, hopelessness, all of these filled him to the brim. Everything around him made him numb. He wanted to be with his child again but the cruel one who sat across from him wouldn't even let him have that option.

"-Because  I was alone Henry! For years! Since I was a child myself!..I had found you and I thought we'd stay together forever, just the two of us....kicking the world's ass, showing our intelligences, showing who we really were....And then she stole you away from me...I didn't want my kids because I knew I was unstable, you knew I was unstable....no one helped me....then I lost them....I was jealous because you were happy...I WANTED PEOPLE TO FEEL MY PAIN."

"So you think killing a child is gonna make that feeling any better?! YOU'RE A MAD MAN!"

"AND I'M IN PAIN, HENRY!"

Silence filled the empty space again. The only noise to be heard was of the heavy breathing of the Brit. This may have been the first time Henry had seen Dave cried for once. Not even William showed his vulnerability by much.

"How can you ask for sympathy while you hurt others along the way, Hypocrite." The shorter man began to tense up.

"How can you ask for help, how can you want comfort when you hurt people... YOU DID THIS SHIT TO YOURSELF."

Loud sobs started to come out from Brit. Tension was rising between them even more.

"All I wanted was just to be with my daughter and I can't even have that?"

"Please I'm sorry.."
"SORRY WON'T FIX ANYTHING, WILL!"
"please.."
"I WON'T EVER FORGIVE YOU, I DON'T LOVE YOU, I DON'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU! You ruined everything!"

He finished his last sentence at last. Feeling his heart pounding but of good reason. He felt as though he spoke his piece to the stubborn one who began weeping into his hands. Henry then backed up, standing his ground away from this murderer, this monster.

"Why can't I just have a happy ending like everyone else? Why do I have to lie and lie and lie about how I feel. Why do I hurt people to feel like I'm protecting myself....I don't know what's wrong with me Henry, but I'm broken. I just want you to fix me...I want your help, please..."

"You're not even making anymore sense because you're a god damn mess.."

"I know......please don't dehumanize me....don't push me down even further than I already have been..."

Dave curled up in a ball and just weeped, feeling the emotional pain he hadn't ever got to feel in thirty years or so.

"I love you..." he murmured those words with truth. He knew the other man had already given him his answer however.
"I will always love you.....even for your flaws......I just hope in another world that we would've been something."

There was a long pause before the Brit stood up and put Henry out his misery.

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Bitch I cried lmao- hol'up