A/N: Trash. Average grade for all but two subjects for me is a C. In all honesty I have given up on trying. I really don't want this anymore, I feel as if I might drop out of school. Rather I would drop all but two subjects and have another and I would be content but, of course that won't happen.
She looks at her work that she did put effort into, maths C, English C+, science C, PLP C+, Japanese A-, Music A-. Her essay, almost illegible from all of the mistakes the teacher has pointed out, she never discusses results she gets, tests, anything. She feels like a failure, her grades are something she doesn't want to know. She knows she has a good life, so many friends, family, people that care, but she doesn't care about herself. Why doesn't she care? Does she know how lucky and fortunate she is? Why is she like this? When she can change, when those feelings pass, like the seasons (reference to a friend).
Carrot
