She has a crush. A one sided love. A love that is forbidden, and disapproved of by many. She has a crush on another female. That love is hard to hold back. When happiness turns dark and dreary and a smile turns into tears. The sadness washes over her like a wave, coming and going. Glances are stolen from afar and words rarely spoken.
"Love is painful, although love is painful
I repeat it like a fool, that's what I always do
But pain is beautiful
It's same as you
Hope turns into disappointment, hope turns into despair
The deeper love grows, the deeper the pain gets
I make the mistake of thinking and hoping it'll be different this time"
