idiot. [encanto oneshots x male reader]

🎭✨Y/N i'm so sorry..[camilo x trans ftm!reader]✨🎭

Another angst?🤨

Yes.

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This chapter contains heavy violence, and extremely touchy subjects. Please, if any of these warnings or events listed in the following paragraph may trigger you in anyway, do not read on.
!TRIGGER WARNING!
•transphobia
•use of the T-slur and F-slur
•hitting
•Extreme violence
•blood
•physical abuse
This is your final warning, thank you.

A/N
The reader isn't out as transgender yet, but a lot of people didn't see them as a girl anyway, but nobody thought it was serious. Also, before anybody tries to say anything about me being transphobic and homophobic for saying the slurs. I am a transgender man, who has a boyfriend. Thank you
End of A/N

D/N=d3adname

You were on your way home from the madrigals house after seeing your boyfriend, Camilo. It was nice seeing him and his family, the only downfall being that all you heard was "she" "her" "girlfriend" "pretty" "lady" You hated it. You weren't out as transgender, you'd known for a while though. The thing is you didn't even look like a girl, when you were out with Camilo or mirabel in town and somebody who didn't know you spoke to you, they would call you "he" and "sir" and it made you happy, of course you couldn't show it though, but they were always corrected by who ever was with you. The only person who knew was Dolores, pretty self explanatory seeing as she hears everything that's being said around town. She hasn't told anyone though, thank god.

when I got into the house, I was expecting "hi honey, welcome home" "how was your day?" or something similar to those. But no, absolutely not. The greeting I got when I walked into my house was my father holding my notebook and my mother sobbing. I was so confused, how did they find the book? I hid it in the flower pot outside my window.
I'm so dead.
"D/N? What is this shit?" My father spoke angrily, pointing at the book. I was to scared to speak. "Is it true!?" My mother cried, all I could do was nod once and look down. I KNEW If I lied, I'd make it worse and If I ignored them, It would also make it worse. What i didn't know was that I was about to get the worst beating of my life. my mother let out of cry of anger, I was shattered. "I will NOT have a TR@NNY IN MY HOUSE!" My father screamed, holding a knife and throwing it. luckily, it missed me but went straight through the front door. My mother stormed over to me, grabbed my short hair and smashed my face into the wall, almost definitely breaking my nose. I cried, I screamed, I begged. She wouldn't stop hitting me. Smashing my head on the wall over and over. I was almost out cold, my father screamed and shouted.
"F@GGOT!!!"
"TR@NNY!!!"
"LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACK!!"

They were crazy.

Blood.
Blood was everywhere.
My mothers arm was covered in my blood.
My face, my hair and my white button up shirt was drenched in my blood. If felt like The amount of blood loss could have been fatal.
I was dragged out of my house by my father and threw onto the pavement. The notebook on the ground next to me.

What am I going to do?

I unsteadily stood up and grabbed the book. It was raining, it was only a ten minute walk from my house to the madrigal house, but it took me 20 just getting halfway.

Dolores must have heard all the trouble from my house, because I saw her running about, looking around frantically, muttering under her breath.

~Dolores's POV~

I heard what happened at Y/N's. I was panicking, was he okay? Is he safe? I was running around the town looking for him. I told mamá that I was going to drop something off to mariano'a house. I was still looking until I just shouted his name.

~Y/N's POV~

"Y/N?!" Is all I heard over my heavy breathing. I turned a corner and I saw Dolores. I was so relieved, when she saw me she ran over and helped me walk to la casa madrigal in the pouring rain. How am I supposed to explain this to everyone?

Ten minutes later

we finally made It to casita. I was getting weaker by the second. The door swung open and Dolores yelled for her tia Julieta and her mamá. I was so weak that I just ended up falling into the wall, which alerted a few more people out of their rooms.

Including Camilo.

I swear I was going insane.

Dolores was trying to get everyone away to give me some space, Tia Julieta ran off to the kitchen to get some arepas to heal my wounds, and pepa was holding my hand and trying to keep me awake. I must have got my head smashed in HARD. I felt like I was dying.

I looked over to where Dolores was, and I saw Camilo trying to push past Dolores, yelling in the process. "Dolores, let me go to D/N, please!!" He shouted. I looked at the bloodied notebook in my hand and gave it to pepa. She looked at me confused but took it anyway. "Read i-it please." She nodded and quickly flipped through the pages. Her face changing once she got to one of the pages. Now she knows. She looked at me sadly and closed the notebook.

She was comforting me while watching Julieta rushing around the kitchen, rocking me every now and then. Finally Camilo got past Dolores, quickly getting on his knees and grabbing onto my hand with both of his, getting blood all over his hands and yellow rauna. "D/N, hermosa, are you okay? What happened to you, mi Vida?!" He had tears in his eyes and so did i.

Without thinking, pepa passed him the notebook, pointing at pages and explaining what happened. All I could do was cry. I cried and I cried.
Like a girl

"D/- Y/N I'm so sorry.." I was so relieved. He was cool with it. Finally Julieta came over with some arepas and fed them to me. After I was put into the spare guest room, I was lying on the bed when Camilo, Dolores and pepa came in. Pepa said things about how she wants me to stay with them, seeing as i couldn't go back to my own house. Camilo hadn't said a word. Maybe he wasn't cool with it after all. Maybe he used my name because people were there.

~camilo's POV~

I asked mamá and Dolores to leave the room, and I told Dolores to put her earplugs in and go to her room, just in case she lied and her room ISNT soundproof. She nodded and they all left. I looked over to Y/N, he was battered. And By his own parents.

"Hey Y/N..are you alright?"
"Do you hate me?"
"What? Of course not, Mi príncipe! Why would I?"
"Your not into guys, are you Camilo?"

I was upset at how he would even think that I'd hate him. And none of his sweet nicknames either. Just..Camilo.
I was out of it for too long, because I heard a small sniffle. I looked over to Y/N and saw him looking away from me to the wall with the back of his hand covering his mouth.

"I'm actually..questioning"
"Actually?"
"Yes, mi amor. I still love you, i always will!"

~Y/N's POV~

That was enough for me to believe him. He said he'd always be there for me too, and he was.
He was there when I got surgery.
He was there when I came out to the town.
He was there through all the periods, all the dysphoria.
Everything
He was there for everything.
And I love him for that.

The end

This one actually took longer to do because I hadn't had a clue🥲but enjoy this one. HOPEFULLY I will update again tonight!

Love ya<3

Also I'll be working on part 2 of "I love him, but I hate him for leaving me" because someone requested it🙂
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