JENNEL’S POV
I’m such an idiot! I made things so awkward for us. I really should just hurry up and get home before Demi thinks I’m a complete weirdo.
After I got dressed into my own clothes again, we left to go back to the mansion.
The car ride was quiet but pleasant in a way. Any time I spent with Demi was great actually.
We’re here. I took a deep breath and turn my body to look over at Demi, she looked at me back, smiling. Her smile is just so perfect ah. “Look, Demi, I know this was the way tonight was supposed to have planned out but I think it’s better you know? But I honestly couldn’t have asked for a better way to cheer me up than to spend time with you..” Here I go again, making shit awkward. I could see a slight blush form on Demi’s cheeks, she just smiled at me before saying “Jennel, honestly it really has been great. I can’t handle a goodbye right now, I’m going to miss you so much my little rock star.” I could see her eyes glistening with tears, I could feel a huge lump in my throat forming. She leant over and wrapped her arms around my body and tucked her head in the dent of my neck and shoulder. I then wrapped my own arms around her neck and then me and her totally broke down at that moment. She was sobbing, I was sobbing. I pulled away and cupped her cheeks with my hands, “I’m going to see you soon okay? I’ll be here for the finals remember” I said to her, forcing a slight smile. Demi sighed, smiled and said “That’s true and there’s still Skype and texts” before she gently placed a kiss on my lips. There wasn’t any tongue, but it felt like one of those really passionate goodbye type of kiss. Holy crap I am majorly crushing on Demi Lovato. After the peck, we both blushed and I got out the car. Before I opened the front door of the mansion, I turned back and blew her a kiss, she returned one with the most beautiful smile I have ever seen, and then she was gone.
The whole mansion was sleeping by the time I got home, it was well over 1am.
Every single one of my thoughts were consumed by Demi. I’m starting to feel like this was more than just me crushing on her. I decided to get out of the room and head downstairs to the tv room. I flicked through all the channels and there was nothing decent enough to watch so I turned the tv off and carried lying down on the couch. I nearly shat myself when the vibration of my phone broke the silence. “Demi Lovato” my phone read, I smiled.
Demi – “I know its 3:27am but I can’t sleep so I figured I’d just text you I don’t really know why, I’m still wondering -_- “
My heart is even smiling now I swear.
Jennel – “You just can’t get enough of my awesomeness Demi ;)”
I can’t believe I just sent that I’m so embarrassed.
Demi – “YOU’RE AWAKE! But no more like sexiness..”
Demi – “I’m just kidding Jenn! I think ;)”
Jennel – “Demi, I miss you!”
Demi – “Wait are you with anyone right now?”
Jennel – “No I’m all alone in the tv room like a loser lol”
Demi – “;)”
Winking face? I’m so confused right now. Just then my phone screen read “Calling : Demi Lovato” alright that makes sense now.
“Yo what’s up” I answered my phone the most manly gangster voice I could make.
“Jennel you’re crazy I love it”
“Crazy for you gurrll” I carried on speaking in the accent. Wait what did I just say?!
“I seem to have that effect on people” she replied. I could hear she was smiling when she said that. All I could do was smile and giggle. She then said “Oh and I miss you too. More than words can describe. I’d honestly drive to the mansion right now just to hug you one more tim—OH MY GOD GIVE ME 10 MINUTES!”
“DEMI! Are you seriously going to drive back here again?” I asked, laughing out loud. “What if someone sees you?”
“Yes! I’m walking out the door now and I don’t care if anyone sees me, you’re worth it” she replied, also laughing out loud. Then the called was dropped.
In 10 minutes Demi will be here. I’m falling for her and I’m falling hard.
