𝐅𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐌𝐞

Chapter 2

"I swear I didn't say anything," she told me for the hundredth time. I wasn't home long before Willow arrived at my house for details. I wasn't eager to relive the humiliation but my inquisitive friend wouldn't let me die alone.

Dramatic much?

I thought back to the moment she asked me about him, and mentally patted myself on the back for the lame excuse I gave Mrs. Gilmore after she dropped that bomb back at her office.

"I don't know what you mean Mrs. Gilmore. He and I have never had any association with each other. I hardly know him. I must have simply overheated and fainted."

That wasn't entirely untrue. I felt my body warm even now thinking about him. Sometimes it was too much. "I believe you Willow, you don't have to keep reminding me," I laughed.

She sat up on my bed and stared at me for a moment chewing on her lip again. That meant Willow was thinking and Willow thinking is not a good thing. "So what are you going to do?" she began. "I mean, you can't stay in the house all summer and we have to go back to school in three months."

"I don't know," I answered truthfully. I wasn't foolish to think that just because he's been gone for almost a year that the affect won't be the same. Maybe he won't be interested in tormenting me anymore. I can hope.

Willow didn't stay much longer and left after assuring herself that I was okay. I welcomed the chance to be alone and prepared to take a shower for the night. My aunt had already gone to bed. I guess she didn't know how to deal with the situation. I could understand. She didn't ask too many questions for which I was grateful.

I gathered my favorite pink sleep shorts with dancing teddy bears and the matching top and headed to the bathroom. Despite my aunt's success, we lived modestly in a three- bedroom, two-bath home. It was two stories high with a nice sized back yard and pool. For my sixteenth birthday my aunt bought a car for me, but Willow and I carpooled, switching turns every day. We've been inseparable since we met, despite what occurred that day, although I think she feels guilty for some reason.

I gazed at myself in the mirror as if the reason for the past ten years was within the glass. I was tall with too-long legs that made me feel awkward, especially around other girls who were short, like Willow. My blonde hair fell to the middle of back and I kept china bangs because of my mom. She always liked my bangs. My eyes were blue but in the right light they appeared almost green. My aunt says they're turquoise. I was lean and tone in the right places thanks to yoga. I wasn't much of an outdoor person so I was kind of pale, but it didn't bother me.

Willow liked to joke that I looked like a Barbie ballerina and was such a girl at times.

I didn't know how else to be. I am me. I wasn't perfect
though, not even close. I was diagnosed with dyslexia at a young age when it became apparent that I was having trouble learning by text. And to break out of my "good girl" image, I got a navel ring a few months ago. I convinced Aunt Carissa to let me get one after many weeks of begging. In the end, she agreed because she didn't want to tempt me to sneak off and get one so she went with me. The silver lucky charm ring that I currently wore was my favorite.
I quickly ended my perusal and hopped in the shower, eager to end my drama filled day. Who knows...maybe I won't even run into him.

***

Someone was laughing at my expense. Not literally, but even if they were, I was used to it.
"Shit bro, I'm out of condoms," I heard a voice announce.