𝐅𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐌𝐞

Chapter 19

He drove me home to shower and change with a promise that we could return to school for third period. I was upset that I'd already missed Volleyball. Willow had texted me, wondering where I was, and I sent her the condensed version of what happened in English.

I left Keiran downstairs and peeled off my sweaty clothes, checking the temperature of the water before stepping inside. Our match was stuck in my head along with his everything he'd said. Did I want him to take the decision away? I still hadn't accepted the reality of losing our deal and what it meant.

I closed my eyes and tilted my head back to run water through my hair when I heard the curtain slide back. I opened my eyes and found Keiran in the shower with me.

"I – what – you..." I lost the ability to talk when I noticed that he was naked.

The shower suddenly seemed tiny as he crowded my space and pushed up against me. My back was against the wall and his erection was pressing against my stomach.

"You got something you want to say?" He was daring me to protest even though he won the bet fair. I shook my head but thought seriously about kneeing him. "Good girl."

He reached above my head to grab the shampoo and squirted some into his hands before lathering it into my hair. I tried to keep my eyes off the erection that moved with him, slapping my skin.

His fingers felt wonderful massaging my scalp. I reluctantly closed my eyes to enjoy it. I swayed toward him, feeling like I was floating on cloud nine and mistakenly grabbed his waist. I immediately withdrew my hand but he caught it, bringing it back.

"You can touch me anywhere you want." His eyes were half-closed when he whispered those words.

His rod was thick and swollen and ready. Even though he had been in me many times already it wasn't any less intimidating.

I chewed on my lip nervously as I reached to touch him. His fingers paused in my hair a split second before he resumed massaging my scalp and relaxing me at the same time.

A drop of clear fluid leaked from the tip running down the length and I swallowed and blushed when I realized where my thoughts had wanted to take me. I wanted to be on my knees taking him in my mouth.

"Does it hurt?" I looked up at him while wrapping my hand around his length ̧ squeezing lightly to see if more would escape.

"Yes," he answered his voice deep and low.
"Show me how to make it better."
He watched me closely as he wrapped his hand over

mine covering it completely. Together we massaged his length with a pumping motion. Our breathing grew heavier as we stared into each other's eyes, lost in the moment.

Our speed quickened and soon his body was jerking and his low moans turned into deep groans. I stood on my toes to bring our mouths closer, wanting our lips to touch. We breathed each other in, his scent driving me wild.

"Baby...fuck."

I felt his hot release on my stomach as he gripped me, pulling me closer to his body. We stood there silently, the water cascading over our bodies as we used each other for strength. Once our breathing was under control, we quickly showered and dressed before heading back to school.

***

I was panicking. The entire ride back to school and throughout the rest of the day, I constantly thought about what it could mean for Keiran and I to actually be friends. Fucking hell.

"Dude, you've been staring at her with stars in your eyes or some shit. Spill. Was she good?" I heard Keenan pitiful excuse for a whisper and began humming to myself.