The girl in the woods

Chapter 2

We are not superheroes , we cry ,we laugh ,we make mistake , and we regretted them. As a teenager with out parents I have grow into this young lady that is responsible for her self. Everyone thinks that I'm a strong girl,but inside I'm so scared of everything .

Sarah woke up in tears ,but again she didn't have no one there for her. " I just want someone to understand this pain that I'm feeling " said Sarah wiping her tears off.

Everyday I wake up telling my self that is only 24 hours , but they're really more then that their a set of time where I grow up every time I turn. I look in the mirror and I tell my self why am I still a life , is life really a fairytale, because all I know about life is , that is a nightmare.

There's been 11 years since my parent's death. I can't really call them my parents ,because a I didn't know them ,they didn't know me . So I will say that I don't have parents , I have people that gave birth to me . Not parents ,because parents are always there for you , they are like your counselor ,when you are sad or happy they will always be there for you to wipe your tears and to remember the good times.

Ever since I was a little girl , I grow up been this strong girl . Who is not afraid of anything . I guess in my mind I tell myself ,is alright there's always a tomorrow.

I realize that you don't always get what you want and believe or not we are self are not who we think we are.

I'm supposed to be this perfect girl , when I'm really just a ordinary girl.

"I mean you don't always get what you want , and if you do ,then you're in luck"

Life is not what we expected to be.

I never thought I be the girl in the woods ,or the girl that no one understands ,or simply the girl without parents.

Well life goes on ,and while I'm sitting down in the cafeteria and everyone is laughing and having fun I'm stuck here by myself. Which it doesn't bother me at all ,but just for a minute I would like to be the girl that everyone likes ,and that makes people laugh when their sad ,and cries with them.

"I know I'm never getting that ,but is nice dreaming about it" Sarah said while running straight to the bathroom.

Everyday I wake up is like I'm not worth the effort. I can't hurt somebody else. I'm different and I know it. People don't really see me as a friend they just see me as a person who lost their parents ,so they have to feel bad for that.You know what, I don't need people to feel bad for me ,because I already do. I know I'm not going to find what I'm looking for ,so why even bother.

I woke up today with a smile on my face it was strange, but I got over it.

Sarah went to school like always but there was something different. It was a new year which meant new kids ,new teacher , and new "friends ".

While I was sitting in the classroom , this guy sat next to me.

"Hello" said the guy

"Hey" Sarah said with a flirty smile

"My name is John , what is your name " the guys said

"Nice to meet you John , my name is Sarah" said Sarah with a huge smile on her face.

John was new to the school so I help him out the first three month. Ever since that date my life has totally change. I'm not the strong girl , for the first time I feel normal.

I don't think is love, because I don't know what love is.

You can't say I love you , when you don't know the meaning of love.

John is my best friend ,he laugh at my jokes and I love his smile.

"Do I like him " Sarah ask her self

"No ,I'm pretty sure we are just friends " Sarah responded to her own self.

I was sitting down when I got my first kiss from John. He told me that it was a dare , but I'm pretty sure it wasn't. After that it was kind off awkward between me and John , but some how we found a way of controlling the awkwardness.

When he kiss me I felt butterflies in my stomach. I was smiling at everything, my life had change in a good way. I was so positive. People were talking to me and they understood me.

For the first time I felt like I know what was the mean of life and that I can do anything next to someone that I love (John )

I LOVE YOU JOHN.........