𝙏𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙝 𝙈𝙚 , 𝙎𝙞𝙧 | ✔️

01 | Fresh breath of Air

"I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour But heaven knows I'm miserable now"

Heaven knows Im miserable now - the smiths

Zarya

Waking up this morning and getting high throughout the entire day was not my plan at all. I woke up this morning from a beautiful sleep, I brushed my teeth, did my skincare, made my plan for the day all nicely. Until my best friend came calling me she had two carts for us so we can go to the lake and get high off our asses til sunset. I never planned any of this.... but it was fun as shit.

Me and her had so much, we even went into the water for a bit.

When I got home, the high left but the memories stayed.

The next day, I woke up and found everything I needed for my upcoming classes I will be taking. I bought notebooks and cute stationary. Everyone uses an ipad to write or just take notes with, and I get that because sometimes I do it as well but if I can write them in a notebook on a fresh piece of lined paper I will.

I glamorised school way too much but that's okay. I love the grades and the content I have with myself after seeing my hard work and studying pay off.

On Mondays I have Criminology along with Psychology, which is two subjects in one long class time. Tuesdays is Myth and Reality in the American Past. Wednesdays is World History and Astronomy. Thursdays is just Astronomy.

It may seem like alot, but Astronomy and Myth and Reality in the American past is very easy if you just pay attention. All of my classes are easy to pass if you study and actually commit to the subject by dedicating your time.

I cannot wait to just leave this city and travel and travel around the world, eating different foods, seeing different cultures, learn about the area I am staying in, learn new languages, see different types of people. It seems like a dream for me.

Don't get me wrong, I love my life right now but I always felt I was more than this. Back in high school, I felt the same thing as well, I was restless by the time senior year came along than I said goodbye to everyone I knew only keeping some along the way. And I ended up here. I found new friends, I meet different types of people, it was exhausting at first but I got the way.

My last year of college. I don't know what to feel, I'm down, I'm up and I just can't seem to get enough it seems like. I don't even know what I am saying.

Two weeks until my last semester begins and I am free of the world that captivates me.

Walking down the block, I see these pretty lights and cars that flash past me. The sunset is beautiful this Sunday. I walk into my favourite coffee shop and immediately am greeted with warm scents, soft chatter, light rock music that fills my ears. Taking off my mask to order, I see my favourite worker there.

"Hey love, how was your day?" The blonde asks me with a smile, her eyes are a beautiful shade of green that reminds me of a rainy forest.

"I'm really good today, just a bit nervous of starting my last semester. You know" I replied.

"Oh yeah I totally get you, it was hell for me. What would be your order? Or just your regular?" I came here a long time, and for her to call me a regular warms my heart every time.

"I love it when you say that, yeah just my regular" I told her handing her my card.

My regular is a iced coffee cream and sugar with 2 vanilla shots ( sweetened) and whip cream on top. It's pretty basic but I love it every time.

I've been coming to Reader's Lounge every since my first year of college. It's crazy how time goes by so quick. I make my way up to the couch they have thats green with yellow and purple pillows on it. I sit and take out my book, I open up to the page I was on. Right before I was about to lay my eyes on the word, I heard my name being called out for my coffee. Sighing I went to retrieve my beloved coffee.

I took the drink and wow, the flavours blend with my tongue that I can taste the colours.

Putting my mask back up, I continued to read and read and read and read. Until the purple pink sky had melted into a shade of blue. Then it was my cue to leave.

Packing up my stuff, I look around the cafe as if I'm searching for an unknown source. Trying to focus myself, from the corner of my eye comes this man. My my my. What a man.

His short sleeved black shirt revealed the tattoos snaking up his both arms that wrapped tightly across his both wrists. Which also highlights his muscular build, he takes pride in his body. A jawline sharp enough to cut several girl's hearts through and through. But the beard is what makes those girls stay, that dark hair that I can tell he's finally letting it grow is so hot. His thick eyebrows that ties in all of his features together compliments his piercing eyes. Those brown coffee eyes are so mesmerising. That's not at all whats most impressive. His height which I'm assuming is 6'5 or 6'6 because the tip of his hair reaches the menu that hangs above the window of the ordering place, I know because I sometimes have to tilt my head up just to see the black letters displayed on the board.

I can tell Emily is shocked by the man's beauty by her parting lips, widen eyes, her face tells everything she thinks.

I am just as equally shocked when I see his long fingers holding a book with a book tab in it.

He is so hot. He's like every wattpad girl's dream. He's perfect.

Forcing my eyes to stop drinking him up, I go back to fixing my things and getting ready to leave. Still having my mask on, I put my sweatshirt over me until its hugging me from all sides.

I look up and see dark brown eyes staring at me from across the room. I try to ignore but the room fills with tension. My legs take me to where Emily is and I order a blueberry muffin and vanilla cookie to go. She seems to get the tension through our energies because she wiggles her eyebrows at me with a smirk. I shake my head and pay. Walking to the other side of the ordering place, I go to pick up my warm cookie and muffin. Adjusting my black tote bag on my shoulder, I grab my order and pivot towards the door but not before my eyes greet with another that linger on me til the door breaks our contact.

The fresh breath of air that breezes through me is just what I need to clear my head over the man in the cafe.

It's probably because I haven't masturbated in 2 days.

I enter my car and set the food aside in the seat next to me. I warm up the car and play some music while driving home. I decided to take the long way back to my apartment where you can see beautiful houses and apartments, and trees of green that habit the streets.

I hum to the music and drive. My mind not forgetting that today is Sunday and tomorrow I have classes.

hello everyone !!
first ever chapter im so excited <3
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02.25.22

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-k