what a cliqué | wilbur soot x male reader

6. Lost in you

this chapter will be LONG so enjoy!

TW: body dysphoria

Y/N's POV

i sit up with a groan, my alarm clock that read 6:00 am obnoxiously blaring next to me. i hit the button to knock it off and look to my side and see myka yawning sleepily, i breathlessly chuckle with a smile.
"sorry to wake you lovely, you can back to sleep." kissing her forehead softly. i slowly get out of bed and stretch, while reaching for my phone and seeing a message from non other than george. i open the text and it read.
'heyy i heard about wilbur! he told me the whoooole story *eyebrows eyebrows* you two are too adorable it's sickening, but cute :) i'm happy for you y/n, wilbur is a great guy and he really likes you!!" i laugh at the text, he's an amazing friend. i smile to myself
"thanks george! i really do like him and i feel a very strong connection between us. i'm still getting used to these feelings but it feels amazing!!"
i lock my phone and head to the bathroom, and i face the mirror and my face drops. my eyes scan my body and i feel a wave of disgust come over me... i hate what i see in the mirror.
i quickly undress and turn on the shower, letting the warm water run drop my body and start washing my hair.
i step out and start combing my fringe, followed by washing my face and brushing my teeth. i exit the bathroom and pick out my clothes. some skinny jeans and a yellow jumper, and socks of course. i open my bedroom door and turn on the lights, heading to the kitchen.
i grab a bagel from the bread box and pull out the peanut butter and jam, my favourite! i start cutting the bagel in two and hear a soft meow below me, i look down to see myka. i smile and pull out her breakfast and put it out for her.
"there you go, we can eat together!" i wash my hands, and start spreading the pb and jam and take a bite.
i finish my bagel and put the dirty plate into the sink, i then go into to my bedroom and grab my phone and spot the time 6:35 am. better get going i say to myself, so grab my backpack and get my coat and scarf because it's 0 degrees outside today, amazing. i spot myka already back to sleep on the couch. i smile softly and head out the door making sure to lock it, finally heading towards the tube station.
the bitter air nipping at my nose and cheeks was not the best, but i eventually reach the underground stepping onto the train. 15 minutes later i reach my stop and walk to my university.
i reach my first room which was mythology, sit down in a chair and layed my head down. a few minutes pass and i hear i familiar voice,
"hi y/n!" my best friend thomas. i lift my head and smile tiredly at him while waving, letting out a yawn.
"it's too early for this shite aha" i laugh
"well lucky for you good sir, i bought coffee for us because i'm such a kind friend."
"you are a life saver, gimme!" we both chuckle and he put the coffee in front of me while taking a seat. and we chat for awhile as a few others enter the room greeting us while doing so, i get out my laptop to start some work taking a some sips of my coffee.
i look at the clock and think to myself, i can't wait until 12.
i was sat doing work and i heard a ping come from my phone, and i saw a text from will <3 my heart flipped and i open the message while smiling.
"good morning lovely! how's uni going? i'm so excited to see you later <3" i chuckle softly at the text and start typing back.
"morning handsome! it's going alright, thanks. me too! i can't wait to see you <3" i smile after it sent, thomas must have notice because he immediately jumped in
"what are you smiling at?" he chuckled and i looked up from my phone and smirked.
"somethinggg." i dragged
"awh come onnn tell me!!"
"well if you should really know, it's a guy i'm seeing and.. he's coming over this afternoon!" i say excitedly
"ooooo! is he, le mec de tes reves?" he said smirking and laughing.
"as a matter of fact sir, yes he is! and.. i think i love him. fuck i sound so corny don't i?" i cackle "but it's the truth! i really do like him."
thomas laughed along "that's really great y/n! honestly i'm so happy for you! you deserve someone who treats you like a prince."
"thanks thomas! it feels amazing to have someone really care about me." i smile with my teeth.
"sooo what's this fella's name!" he spoke excitedly
"his name is wilbur.. wilbur soot!"
"wait?! the twitch streamer? oh my goodness" he yelled, getting shushed by our professor while laughing.
we both apologized and smirked.
"yep! wilbur soot! i honestly still can't believe it.."