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"I'll tell you. I have nothing to lose after I've lost everything and everyone once already", I took a deep breath,"I'll tell you how died".

Stiles watched me curious but I could tell that he seemed to be a little bit sad seeing me like this. He never saw the side of me that wasn't intimidating and perfect, no one ever saw except Klaus.

"I've been 17 for almost 3 years. I had a really great human life, or witch life I should say. I was born with my magic and it was great. I had my best friend and my boyfriend, my first ever love", I smiled nostalgically,"But you have to know that he was in a gang. They've been pretty brutal and I was fine with it. I was young, dumb and in love. I wasn't able to see all of the red flags from the beginning".

I stopped for a minute. I never liked thinking about my past or even talking about it. My hands were already shaking.

"Are you alright?", Stiles asked me as he took my hand in his,"Only tell me if you're okay with it".

"I'm fine", I said and pulled my hand back,"Can I smoke in here or do I have to go outside? I can use magic to make the smell disappear".

He looked at me confused, why I was thinking about smoking right now, but he nodded anyways.

My shaking hands pulled out a cigarette of my pocket and I lit it up. I inhaled the smoke a few times before I was able to continue:"At the night of my death I've been on a party of my exes gang friends. My ex best friend was there too. It was just like always, we smoked and drank a lot of stuff. Then my boyfriend took me outside to 'show me the stars'".

Stiles smiled as if I would have had a nice life. I laughed ironically:"It was foggy and you could see nothing".

"Oh", he exhaled,"What happened next?".

I lit another cigarette and continued:"He grabbed me at my wrist, one of his gang friend grabbed my other one. The next thing I know is that I was laughing, asking what he is doing. But he ignored me, just like everyone else of his fucking gang. Then I remember sharp pain in my back. My best fucking friend stabbed me from behind. Three times. Three fucking times".

I stopped as I started to get emotional, but I suppressed my tears. I swore to not shed another tear ever again. But I wasn't able to stop my hand from shaking. It was getting harder to breath and I knew a panic attack wasn't far. I focused on my hand but it just got worse, until the cigarette fell out of my hand.

Before I could freak out about it, Stiles wrapped his armes around my body and pulled me close. Klaus always did the same thing, so I imagined that Stiles was Klaus.

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