„She is Whisky in a teacup"
- A Teen wolf and The vampire diaries crossover
- Isaac Lahey (fling), Derek Hale, Stiles (endgame)
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"What are we going to do now?", I asked Stiles impatiently as he was still eating his burger and fries we bought.
"I'm still eating Jolene", he answered with his mouthful, making me giggle.
"Hurry up", I cried and stood up to move towards the window. The sun was low because it was sunset already and the whole room was filled with orange beautiful sunlight.
I held my hand up an watched the sunlight hitting my skin. It didn't burn a single bit. I still remembered the pain I've felt, when I first turned and wanted to escape from Klaus house. I would've died again and burned in the sun if he didn't caught me.
"What are you looking at?", Stiles whispered as he walked up to me from behind after he curiously watched what I was doing.
"It's beautiful isn't it?", I asked and spun around to look him in his face,"Being human".
"What?!", Stiles laughed as if I was telling a joke, but I was serious. He tilted his head to the side obviously thinking about my question.
"I guess it depends", he answered,"I always hate it to be human, when I see how strong Scott and even little Liam is. Sometimes I just feel-".
He didn't know what to say, so I finished his sentence:"Useless?".
"Yeah", Stiles agreed with a low and quiet voice, while his eyes are staring at mine.
"I can totally understand", I answered,"But sometimes I wish I would be human and just live a normal life".
"Why? I mean you have everything. I don't think there was a time where you were useless, Jolene", Stiles snapped back, completely confused.
"Keeping up the façade is hard you know?", I whispered and lowered my gaze,"Being a vampire I feel everything so much stronger than a normal human or nothing at all. It bothers me so much, because if I think about the life I could've had as a human, if I would've lived in Beacon hills from the start-".
"Then what, Jolene?", he breathed as his hand touched my cheek to make me look at him again.
"I guess I wouldn't be this destroyed at such a young age", I answered. It was though for me to look at him. Of course Stiles would never understand my desire to be human, to be normal, because that was his whole life has been like till now.
But he hugged me anyways and whispered into my ear:"You aren't destroyed. Don't say that".
"But I am", I stated and pulled out of the hug.
"You're beautiful", Stiles immediately answered,"Even though you have broken pieces. They just prove that you have lived and learned".
I didn't know what to say anymore. He was right and that made me speechless. No one ever said something like this to me, no one made me ever feel that way, like Stiles did.
