Lost

Drinks

Going back home was a mistake  I don't why I came back . I don't know why I would give my mom a chance.  but yet here i am to come home to disappointment, she's laying on the couch, the house is a mess, as if she threw a whole party and invited all the drug dealers because drugs are lying everywhere, I look at her, I honestly feel bad for her for a split second she looked tired and slept with a small frown in her face as if she's in pain. I tried to get her to go to rehab but she refuses. I go to the closet to grab a blanket and placed it around her. I huffed a sigh I just need to get out of there, the sun has yet to set so as I walk to the location of the party uninvited  from what i overheard at school one of the football players where throwing it at a warehouse. The sun cause my eyes to squint  I walked to the unfamiliar warehouse, I drove past it a couple time but didn't really pay attention to it,  the music was blasting loud but not too loud to have the neighbors complaining. It was crowded, people dancing everywhere I pushed passed a couple of people and head to the 'Bar like' counter to get a drink There's was no one in charge of the drinks so I grabbed a plastic cup from the plastic bag and mix liquor with Coca cola I head to where their was a L shape couch 

I saw him sitting next a girl 

is it him? I walked up further and called his name 

he turned around but not enough to stop the girl from doing what she is about to do next 

she 

grabbed him 

and kissed him 

he didn't push her away 

and my eyes felt blurry 

why are my eyes blurry I shouldn't care, I've got to get out of here

I can hear faint shouting

 but I just need to get out of here