I and Dazai sat down on a blanket at around 12:35 am. "Hey Dazai, whats this about?" I asked and looked at him with a confused smile. "Well I thout me and you should spend more time together, soo I set up a date for us!" Dazai brightly spoke as he handed me a rose. I blushed a little and looked away. "Thanks" I mumbled and took it. He just laughed "Don't laugh at me!" I yelled, "But-" He laughed again "I never thought I'd see the day where my chibi would blush!" I scoffed and asked "Did you bring any wine?" "The point of this isn't to get drunk." he grinned poking my face. "Cut that out mackerel!" I said not realizing I was half smiling.
Once we finished up our food I yawned and looked at Dazai. "Hey, can we-" I yawned a bit and continued, "stay out here a bit longer?" I asked with a tired smile. "Are you sure you can handle it Chibi? You look pretty tired." He said looking back at me. I thought 'shit I don't want him to think I'm tired.' "Yeah I'm fine, and I do not look tired!" I said trying to make it seem like I wasn't tired but to no avail.
Dazai picked me up bridal style and said "Nope you're going home to sleep. I can tell how tired you are." I scoffed but didn't fight back. It felt nice being carried, comforting almost. I tried to keep my eyes open as Dazai carried me to my apartment. I eventually gave up on trying to stay awake and yawned again. Dazai looked down at me with a smile while I closed my eyes. He giggled, "I knew you were tired!" He said proudly. "I am not it's just bright out!" I said trying to come up with a good lie. "Chibi, it's dark and you can go to sleep. I don't mind it" He laughed. I opened my eyes back up and mumbled "I can?" "Of course you can! Did you think I wouldn't like the fact your tired?" He said while I closed my eyes. "Maybe" I mumbled and fell asleep snuggling into his chest.
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His Last Attempt
FanfictionDazai promised Chuuya that he wouldn't try and commit suicide again. When he breaks his promise Chuuya is devastated and goes through grief. While trying to figure out why Dazai would break the promise he loses himself to the darkness.