I slowly opened up my eyes and looked around at my apartment. I sat up and stretched with a yawn. I looked beside me seeing Dazai asleep beside me. I blushed and kicked him to wake him up. It didn't exactly work, all it did was make him turn towards me. Not going to lie he looked pretty when he was sleeping, his brown hair looked more fluffy than normal. I didn't realize I was staring until he hummed, "Hey Chu chu, like what you see." with a slight smirk. I felt my face turn red, "What!? No, I was just wondering why you are here!" He smirked and sat up, "Come on chibi, I know you do." I looked away still blushing and pushed him away, "Shut up mackerel!"
It went silent for around a minute and I looked back at him to see if I actually hurt his feelings. "Awww, does my chibi care about mee!" he hummed and hugged me. "No! It's just," I paused and mumbled quietly, "I didn't want you to be actually upset." I felt his arms tighten around me and he laughed. "That's the same thing chibi." "No! It isn't!" I shot back at him. "Then what was it?" he asked while letting go of me with a smirk. "Shut up," I mumbled and laid back down. "I can't deal with this shit so early." I turned from Dazai and smiled to myself. "So you wouldn't mind if I left?" He asked and then I sat up, "Yes I do mind you waste of bandages." Once I realized what I had said I fake coughed and tried to cover up for what I said: "Yeah leave if you want." He laughed softly and I tilted my head, "What?" "I wasn't going to leave," he chuckled "I just wanted to see your reaction, chibi!"
I rolled my eyes and laid down next to Dazai. "Well if you are gonna stay then go back to sleep or something because I'm still tired," I said closing my eyes when I felt warmth wrapping around me. I opened my eyes back up to see what Dazai was doing. "What are you doing?" I asked him looking into his pretty reddish-brown eyes. "Well I'm not tired, and you said I could do something else." He said smiling, "Soo, I'm gonna do this until you fall asleep." "Why?" I asked still not understanding what he was doing. "Because I can, and you look cute asleep." He said with a soft smile. "No, I do not!" I said as Dazai put his hand on my head. "If you aren't going to sleep or not?" He asked completely ignoring me.
I scoffed and closed my eyes. "Goodnight waste of bandages," I said as he patted my head calmingly. "Night Chibi" He responded. Right before I fell asleep I asked him "Don't ever leave again, promise?" "I promise." He said right before I fell into a blissfully calm slumber.
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His Last Attempt
Fiksi PenggemarDazai promised Chuuya that he wouldn't try and commit suicide again. When he breaks his promise Chuuya is devastated and goes through grief. While trying to figure out why Dazai would break the promise he loses himself to the darkness.