I sat at my desk, hoping not to be called on. "Please not me, please not me." I whisper.
"Ah!" "Ms. Winters, you, can come up and do a speach." Mr.Johnson says.
"Crap!" I whisper so low, I can't even hear it. I swallow hard, and take a long deep breath."H-hi" I start. "I-I am M-Madison Winters and t-this is a s-speech on, on." I can't seem to find the words and I hear laughing in the backround. My heart stops and I can barely breath. My chest tightens and I start to hyperventalate. "Ms. Winters, are you okay?"
I don't have time to answer and I try to make it outside.
I could not get there.
I stop at the steps and try to take a long, deep breath. I calm down and swallow, realizing my throat is now dry. I walk over to the fountain and take a long drink of water. I heard a foot step. I looked around but bo one was there. "Good." I say.
I try to walk into class casually pretending nothing happened, but then Mr.Johnson said "Madison, are you okay?" "Yes, I a-am f-fine" I mumble.
When that class ended, I heard people whispering that I am a freak. Oh no. I got my books and held them tightly against my chest. Someone bumped into me then after. "Sorry." Someone said in a deep, sexy voice.
Then he started to pick them up.
"N-no it was my fault." I say, studdering. I looked at him thouroughly. He had dark brown hair and eyes and, a nose ring. I thought "I wonder how much that hurt." When he said "Whatcha looking at." "N-nothing." I mumble. "Hey I saw you." He says. "N-no you didn't." I say quietly. "Ya I did. When you came out crying." He said. "Oh." I mumble.
Then the bell rang.
"I h-have t-to go." I say. Then run off. As soon As I walked in, Ms.Harvey gave me a detention for being like 2 seconds late. She is unfair. I cover my face in my hoodie and stare into space the whole class.
Finally the bell rang, and I ran out to my next class.
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Anxiety! At The High School
Teen FictionAll I ever wanted was to be normal again. But will that ever happen? My anxiety attacks change it all. But you know, I guess it is okay.