April 7th, 2015
I feel like I've been played and that I lost the best thing thats ever happened to me. I can be having a good day and then 'boom' out of no where Zayn is filling my head. I cant. Fuck. I cant even listen to them, because he's still there. I feel as if someones squeezing my heart and I cant even fuckin breathe. Its one of those things that you know have happened, but still hasnt fully registered. Im so done with boybands. After One Direction and 5Sos, I'll be done with them 100%.
Today me and my friend were talking and she was like, "nothing lasts forever," and, "it was bound to happen," it still hurts though. Cant even listen to my boys, because we weren't good enough for him. I just wanna hug Zayn and love him and to ask, "Why? Why aren't we it anymore?" all I want is a 100%, honest to God answer. Thats it, and I dont undersand why we havent got anything from hom yet, I dont. In all honesty, fuckk that facebook post. Fuck it. Fuck every thing. Fuck Zayn.
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I know I said fuck Zayn, please understand I dont mean it to be rude or hurtful to him. I wont take it back though, because thats how I feel.
Zana xx
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