March 28th, 2015
Zayn I Love You. I want you back, but I know that I haven't lost you, I know you left the band and that hurts so fuckin bad. Wanna know what hurts worst? The fact that you haven't been happy in a long time. It makes my skin crawl with urge to hurt myself. I don't wanna feel like this. I listened to your interview with The Sun, and I want you to know that we don't think you let us down. I'm proud of you. Your health is more important than a band. I Love the other boys. I do, but if one of them were depressed I'd want for them to leave as well. To be honest I wish that I never got involved with you boys. I'm fuckin 17 and I feel like everything is ending. I wish I didn't love you so much, it would be easier to let go, but I do. I Love You so fuckin much and I know you're gonna do big things. I Love You Zain, I Love Zayn too, but I fell in Love with Zain. Stay happy pretty baby, Love You. Xx
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This was a message that I sent to @ForeverRememberZayn for her book "Letters To Zayn" go follow her and message her your letters to Zayn. Then tweet the book with #LettersToZayn
Zana xx
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