They Don't Care

11

Karina~
He sat down next to me and grabbed my wrists. He looked at the cuts and bent down and started to kiss each one of them multiple times.
I never thought that he would something like that. I never thought he would care that deeply about me.
He looked up when he was kissing my wrists and I felt him smile at he kissed my skin. He always makes me feel better even though sometimes he makes me feel bad. That's the thing I like - no - love about him. He's so caring it makes my heart melt.
As I was siting throughout the silence, the only thing I heard was the sound his lips made with he kissed my skin. I can't help but having feelings for him. He makes me happy, I guess. But I'm I truly happy or is this just temporary?
As he finally stopped kissing my cuts, he asks, "Can you promise me that you'll stop doing this?"
I sat there in silence. "I can't promise anything."
"Karina," he put his hand on my cheek. He looked like he was going to cry. "Please."
All I did was one thing. I hugged him, putting my hands on his back and his hands wrapped around my waist. It seemed to relax him a bit.
As I was still hugging him, I said, "I will try, okay?"
He nodded slightly and stroked my hair. He let out a sigh of relief and we stopped hugging and pulled apart.
He took his hands and held both of mine. We just sat there and we both were staring at our hands.
I couldn't think of anything but him. He was here instead of outside this room. I can't thank him enough. He's staying with me. He cares.
"Karina, don't harm yourself. It doesn't do anything. It doesn't make things better. It makes it worse. I... I don't want... I don't want to lose you."
All I did was release my hands from him and wrap them around his neck.
"You won't lose me." I whispered.
He looked down and then back up to me and then down again.
I pulled him into a hug and he rocked us back and forth.
That took a lot of stress out of me and it relaxed me. I haven't been relaxed as much as I am right now.
Still hugging him, I whispered softly against his ear, "Thank you."
Nick~
She's so precious. She's so calm. She's so relaxed. She's with me. She's alive and I can't thank God enough for that.
Yes, we might not be dating but that doesn't matter. She's my best friend. She's amazing.
I stroked her hair and we pulled apart, both of us standing up from her bed.
All I did was look at her beautiful, sparkling eyes and I can't stop myself from hugging her again, taking her by surprise.
I heard her little giggle and I immediately smiled like an idiot. She means so much to me and she's so kind while I, on the other hand, is a complete jerk by screaming at her and making her scared.
"Karina."
"Mhmm."
"Come on."
"What?"
I grabbed her hand and pulled her to the living room, out the door and into the car.
"What are y-"
"We are going shopping."
"Nick-"
"No no no. You deserve this. You need to go buy some clothes and shoes. You gotta go to the spa and get relaxed. You gotta-"
"Nick!" She said laughing. "You're acting like a girl."
"Noooooooo I'm not."
She laughed again and rested her head back on the passenger seat.
"You're unbelievable." she said, shaking her head in disbelief.
I shrugged my shoulders.
We were half way there and I said, well practically yelled, making her jump, "We gotta get some Starbucks!"
She laughed and said, "Okay now you're acting like a white girl."
"RACIST!" I yelled.
"AM NOT!"
We both laughed together it was joy in my ears.
When we got to the mall, I grabbed her hand and went inside.
"So here is what is going to happen. We are going buy you clothes, shoes, and all those girly stuff. Then I'll take you to the spa while I go and shop for myself. Then when that's done, we will get food and Starbucks. Deal?"
"Deal."
Karina~
First we went to H&M. I decided to buy 2 jeans, 1 ripped and 1 not ripped. Then I bought 1 skirt, 1 short, 2 crop tops (one that is black and says Dope and another one that is light blue with black palm trees), and 1 vest.
Then we went to Forever 21 and I got 1 blue dress (strapless), 1 pair of high heels (black), and then 1 shirt that says Find your way.
Then we went to Hot Topic and I got 1 5 seconds of summer sweater and an infinity necklace.
While we were walking to the store Icing, I told Nick, "That's enough."
"No. Don't say that."
"Fine."
We got to the store and I found a cute, brown purse with an owl on it and then Nick bought it. I also got one black hair bow (medium sized).
Then we went to Tillies and I bought 2 high wasted jeans (one dark blue and one light blue) and 1 green shirt that said Reach out for the stars.
When we were done, Nick said, "Okay. Now spa time for you and shopping time for me."
"Okay."
There's a little spa in the mall so we went there.
So now let the relaxation begin.